Kill me!!

Weather is such a bitch nowadays.. When I have to go to college, it rains cats and dogs.. Like now, it's hot like hell.. No wonder I feels so sick. Everything is spinning around me.. Bugger! I hate this feelings. Yesterday, I went to the cemetry to pray my grandpa(fairypark). I missed him so much. It's been 11 years already.. Things changed but my love to him remained. I guess if he can feels me, his love to me also will remain.. The weather is so hot that i almost fainted.. Shit.. Luckily, I didn't.. Lolz...
Friends around me is so stress as committee of Orientation Odyssey Night.I should said I'm lucky to back out in time. Anyway, I feel so bad seeing my 3 out of 4 B-gang member so stress out.. Sigh.. It is not fun and organized at all. I don't know how to help and don't have the rights to interfere them doing their job. All I can do is to listen to them.. Hehe..