Sunday, October 23, 2011

Partly cloudy

My life turns dark suddenly.. It is not the fact that I want or wish to accept. But this is what we called LIFE.. We just have to accept everything that comes to us. Deal with it and go on with life.. But, I'm really really not ready to let go. So, I will just hold on as tight as possible. Maybe it is a very selfish act but I just wants you to stay longer..

I'm finally being able to see you yesterday. You were not the person I used to know anymore.. You are now getting thinner and pale lying on the bed. It hurts me so much seeing you on that bed that I wished it was me so badly. I really wish I can share your pain so that one day, I will be able to see the happy you again.

I really miss the old and healthy you..

Sunday, October 16, 2011


Multitasking is what I'm currently doing.. I have a lot of things in hand and everything seems like never end. I'm stress out already because it's week 6 and I'm still in chapter 1 of my thesis plus my in hand assignment.. I haven't start.. How? I still got wedding coming very very soon.. Arghh.. Every weekend when I'm home, I have to help to do the house chores.. Hmm.. Now, I'm gaining weight and I'm freaking worried about it.. Coz I've gained so many kgs for the past month.. So, it kind of freaks me out.. How how? I need to be calm and relaxing but I just don't feel that way..

Saturday, October 1, 2011

No time no time..

Lots of things happened lately.. I cannot digest everything yet so I've abandoned my blog once again. I guess I need more time.. But I don't know how long will it takes.

I've struggling between studies and wedding preparation. LOL.. I need to find time to do both. It is my final semester so I need to do thesis. The stress level had reach a higher limit. Just last week, I spend 2 hours to choose my wedding dress for photo shooting and wedding day. This week, I spend the whole day doing photo shooting. Now I know that photo shooting is very tiring. But being a typical female, I love changing clothes, putting on make ups and also hair-do.. It is really fun.. So, I really need to focus on my thesis now..

Pictures are lesser in my blog because I seldom take pictures nowadays.. I'm always busy with my task.. Sorry guys..

Lou gong went to Bali last Thursday and will only come back tmr. It is a company trip and I'm missing him so much right now.. =(