I miss you!

I never thought I will be able to see you again. There you are, standing next to my bed looking at my sleepy face. I don't know if it is a dream or you were really there. But I really wish I had more time to at least take a good look at you. It's been 12 years since I last saw you. I'm really glad you came back for me. Like you always does. And I'm sorry I didn't go and visit you this year. Maybe that's why you came and see me..

I Love You, Ah Kong..

Gosh

Now, I realized that I'm using construction instead of renovation.. Lolz.. See? Holiday makes my vocabulary worse.. Gonna catch up with English soon..

Crap schedule

Finally, I get my schedule.. After asking a few people, Ann sent to me.. Lolz.. I heart her much much.. I love my B-gang..


Have a look at it makes me headache.. One class on Monday and it starts from 2pm-4pm.. Tuesday, 3 hours break.. Nuff said.. No more complain.. I wonder if I can have exemption this semester.. Please, let me exempt my English..

Tomorrow, I must remember to collect my jacket from the laundry.. Oh, I tend to forget things easily recently..No, I'm not old, just lazy. Too relaxing, that's why.. Honeymoon week for the 1st week of college because SSH loves to cancel class.. We will see..

My hair is getting longer.. My boy love longer hair but I told him I will not leave it long til the length when I'm studying A levels.. Maybe slightly longer than shoulder length.. He complained that my previous hair cut is way too short.. Even my friends is shocked when they saw me.. Right, Woon? Lolz.. Want to see the comparison?

Side view..


















front view..

















This picture taken last year.. One month after the hair cut..


See the difference? I look so tough with short hair.. Haha.. Can fight le.. Longer hair got more 女人味.. I wonder if the words I used is correct..
Anyway, do leave a comment..

Morning!

Yea, just woke up and currently chewing chips for my breakfast.. Sis is having halfday and will pack me lunch.. Can't wait.. Continuing my drama!! Tata

Hungry hungry...

Yea.. It's 11.36am and I'm not having breakfast yet.. Hungry? A little bit.. Haha.. Yuhoo...My darling is back in KLANG... Happy? Yes, very happy.. Hee Boon a... So long only come back.. Can't wait to spend some quality time with her... I wonder if Woon can join us too? Then it would be perfect... I loved to be surrounded by friends and of coz loved ones.. My friends is all I sayang very muchie.. Oh.. muchie is only used when I was still with Antony.. Now, he is just loves to bully me... Sigh.. BAd Antony.. Hehe..
B-Gang.. When will we meet again? I miss all of you.. Very very much.. But I guess they will be busy with their events when college starts.. Then no one will accompany me lo.. Sad sad.. Never mind la.. I accompany them.. Hahahahaha...
I just finished my breakfast at 11.55am.. Not very full as I shared with daddy.. I didn't want to eat until so full.. Hehe.. Hot hot hot..... Cannot tahan..

HOT!!

HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dilemma...

One of my relatives came back from Australia for some funeral thingy which I will not elaborate.. The thing is, she asked my mum to go to Australia for vacation. She is quite close with my mum and she keep on said mum been helping her alot.. Actually, its ok with my bro but he is worry of her going alone.. Since I'm having holiday, he asked me to go with her.. Free vacation, who don't want right? But then vacation with my mum and aunt sounds so boring.. Should I tag along? Anyway, mum's passport expired d, anything have to wait til she renew it.. Lalalalala...

Back home

Weekends!! It's weekends again.. Last Tuesday, I had a huge fight with my bf.. I don't know why.. Somehow his words seems hurting me at the moment. Then i decided to forget about it and happily go to Greenbox with him, Louis, Yogurt and Yee Sain. But then he started to get moody again and we fight at night. A very huge row.. At the end, he apologize and we made up.. Finally, I had my beauty and sweet sleep..
The next morning, I skipped lecture and then sleep until 9.30am.. Bf called and i wonder why he calls so early. OK.. The night b4, he logged into my facebook to add his sister or something then Xiang went and message me in facebook. Oh my god.. Disaster.. Of coz I told my bf we didn't talked for a long time and all.. I didn't want another argument after making up the night b4.. But luckily Xiang realised it wasn't me so he stopped replying.. Thank god.. I'm saved from trouble..
In fact, I was sick since Tuesday night.. Until now, still not very well. I think I just have to rest more.. Till then, tata.

I don't know what to say

I'm sorry.. This is all I can do.I have to said this.. people change when people around them changed. You don't realized doesn't mean you never change. I don't know.. I'm sad..

Everything comes to an end

March is coming to an end while April is just around the corner. Which means my b’day is getting nearer. I still remember how I was so afraid of the arrival of my b’day last year simply because I screwed my studies so badly and still undecided on the courses to enrol. This year, the same fear appeared.. I don’t know why. Maybe because of the big 21^st I guess.. Xiang mentioned in his blog that he will get me a pasar malam cream cake which I rather he forget my b’day.. At least I still got excuses to make him buy me something else. Last year of my b’day ended up so badly because I was so sick to celebrate. I spent my b’day on my bed with lots of 100+.. Lolz.. I had 2 years continuously sick on my b’day itself. I hope this year will be better *fingercrossed*

Test test..

Yesterday, I had my midterm test. Gosh, I'm really not in mood to study.. I ended up study the night b4, starts at 10pm.. Really pro right? I just can't bring myself to face the notes.. Even the next morning, my class got canceled and I'm hooked on Shopaholic Takes Manhattan instead of my notes.. That is frustrating.. But thank god I manage to browse thru the notes right b4 the exam starts and bang! The question that I browse thru came out.. Hahaha.. Am I lucky or what? I know I won't always in luck so I will study too.. I PROMISE!!!
I'm having another test today.. Bet it's on my luck again coz it's a translation test.. Good luck to me!!
I wanted to watch Confession of A Shopaholic today but I guess he just wouldn't make it.. I don't know.. He is not free for anything at all.. That is why I'm stuck in hostel 3 days out of 5... Pathetic I know but nothing I can do about that.. Plus I guess I'm gonna stuck in hostel 5 days out 5.. Wish me luck!!

Library...

I'm a good girl now that i always hang out in library.. Nah.. Just that i got no one to accompany me and no where to go.. Lolz.. So here am I, sitting in the library with my lappie on and blogging.. I am sick now.. Not those serious type of sickness but it begins to show.. God.. I'm having a test tomorrow and an assignment to rush.. Why sickness have to choose this time to pay me a visit? I wonder..
My friend said this in his blog..

EGO MAKES US STRONG , STUBBORN MAKES US NEVER GIVE UP..

How true this will be? Ego? Stubborn? If someone having a combination of ego and stubborn, then his friend will leave and it will only left you isolated... Now I know why I left.. Lolz.. I do not agree with him in some point.. I just had some nice chat with him 2 days ago.. It seems like he changed.. I don't know it's in a good or bad way. Arghh...

I will gain my freedom soon as my boyfriend is not free for me anymore after my b'day. Anyhow, I don't know what to do with my freedom yet as I'm so close to him during the past few months. I have to adapt a new life again.. New life, here I come...

What do you think?

I feel so much better after I slept.. Contented i must said.. I did half of my parts of assignment yesterday. The other half is because I don't have the Mass Communication theory with me. Too bad. I finally finished all the books that I borrowed from the library..
PS I Love You by Cecelia Ahern
Very touching I should said. It shows me how much love we can sacrifice for our loved one even after we are death. The one remained in the world is always the lonely one. Life is hard without the other half. This stories teaches how to move on with our life and encouragement..
Gerry (the husband) wrote 10 letters to Holly (the wife) in order to guide her through her toughest time.( his death) She is only allowed to open the letters one per month. She is anticipated and of course listen to her husband's instruction. Slowly, she run out of grieving life without realising.. Gerry's effort makes it all and it's very touching. But the movie got lots of difference. I wonder so it's not very nice to me.. *winks*
Confession of the Shopaholic by Sophie Kinsella
This is a hilarious story about a women who fails to save up and in debt. Yet, she likes to shops. She will find lots of excuses for herself to shop. It is also about how she is going to find her way to settle her debt, by delaying it, run away or confront the banker? In the end, will she go for Luke Brandon, someone who is rich and they had an argument over respect or Tarquin, someone who she don't like but rank number 15 in Britain richest man? By the way, the movie for this is in the cinema on 26th of March 2009.. Do watch if you want to know more..
I read a friend's blog just now saying that why must miss someone? And only wood won't miss people.. And I guess he is the wood.. Lolz.. I also don't know why must miss someone but my heart seemed to stop at somewhere else.. So what is it like when you are really missing someone? Or you will just thought you are missing that particular person because it is a routine?

Shifted...

Darlings...
I have finally decided to changed to blogger as xanga took forever to load.. Which totally pissed me off..I've been waiting for almost 1 hour but that stupid page just wouldn't load.. Anyway, do relink me if you want at linglv88.blogspot.com..
I've discovered something that is shocks the hell out of me.. I found out that Xiang owns a blog.. That is really surprising.. I didn't expect him to write a blog..
Come to think of that, I guess I own quite a number of blogs already.. Guess it still counting.. Hopefully the blog don't died on me.. *finger crossed*
Till then,
Goodnight..