No time no time..

Lots of things happened lately.. I cannot digest everything yet so I've abandoned my blog once again. I guess I need more time.. But I don't know how long will it takes.

I've struggling between studies and wedding preparation. LOL.. I need to find time to do both. It is my final semester so I need to do thesis. The stress level had reach a higher limit. Just last week, I spend 2 hours to choose my wedding dress for photo shooting and wedding day. This week, I spend the whole day doing photo shooting. Now I know that photo shooting is very tiring. But being a typical female, I love changing clothes, putting on make ups and also hair-do.. It is really fun.. So, I really need to focus on my thesis now..

Pictures are lesser in my blog because I seldom take pictures nowadays.. I'm always busy with my task.. Sorry guys..

Lou gong went to Bali last Thursday and will only come back tmr. It is a company trip and I'm missing him so much right now.. =(

Weekends with the love one, ASSIGNMENTS

Morning everyone!

My weekend is gone!! GONE!! I was drown with lots of assignment.. All I do everyday is wake up, shower, facebook, breakfast/lunch/dinner then ASSIGNMENT!! How kua cheong can that be? Last week, last week to finish my shit loads of assignments. Help help help.. Someone just do it for me la.. I will thank you very much.. I just finished ONE.. How la? CONTINUE LO!!

Last Friday, I planned to do my assignment for the whole day but to my horror, period decided to visit me that day.. Ended up lying on the bed the whole day due to bad cramp. All thanks to the contribution of McDee's sprite. Yeah!! One day gone!! Then, yesterday, I spend some time in Midvalley's Education Fair with my brother. I'm the one asking for him and it looks like I'm the one going to study. Everyone is approaching me.. Asking me which course I'm interested in.. Lol.. I look like I'm just fresh graduate from SPM huh? Haha.. Tak tahu malu.. Worst thing in Midvalley is not the crowd but I had 2 meals in less than 3 hours.. That is scary.. Maybe due to period so I eat more lo.. No harm kua.. Lol.. I tell my friend in fb saying I'm gonna skip dinner.. But not only I had my dinner but also supper coz I'm super hungry in midnight.. Gosh.. Something is wrong with me already..

Anyway, no more talking crap because I have to get back to my lovely assignments.. I'm so gonna love you, my dear assignments, midterm and presentation.. Muackss..

Buh-bye my friends..

The life of a student

Hey everyone! It is another HOT SUNDAY.. Not only hot.. Is super hot!! Weekends is not fun because I spend the whole Saturday writing for my papers. A marketing analysis. I'm sitting in front of my lappie like a dungu for whole day. A whole 12 hours.. However, that is the price to pay for going out on Friday.. I meet up with darling Pinkie on Friday in Midvalley. I miss my darling do much.. Although we got nothing to buy, but we enjoy shopping and also the catch up session.. Lol.. I bought myself a scarf/shawl or whateveryounameit.. So happy because I finally buy something to ease the stress me..

Time passed so fast because Velvet been missing for 2 months already. I still did not have the courage to view his photo album because I scared I might cry. Although we move on with life but we seldom mention him. Not because we don't love him but is because we love him too much; it hurts when we mentioned about him.. Ahh.. Life!! Things, people, pets will come and go. Will anything stay for real?

In another 3 weeks time, I will be flying to China. Hopefully everything goes well. I really need a vacation.. So badly..

Anyway, back to another assignment.. Bye peoples, hello assignment..

First day in exam..

Now, I'm watching Korean drama and totally don't have the mood to study because I feel so exhausted. I finished my 1st paper which is Statistic feeling exhausted and couldn't put in anything else into my brain. I decided to rest tonight and study tomorrow. Not that English is not important but I was too tired to study.. Statistic really takes up most of my brain juice today. I went into the exam hall feeling extremely nervous because I'm so worried that I don't know how to do. In the end, I don't have enough time to finish all the question. Blame it all on the graph paper because the box is so small and very hard to calculate. Anyway, what is done is done.. Let's just pray that I can pass this paper.. *keep my finger crossed*

I miss home!! I want to go home and enjoy my holiday with my family. CNY is approaching and I will love to spend it with my love ones. I miss Velvet out of sudden. My 2011 CNY will not be the same anymore. There will be no more hugging Velvet because he is too scared of fireworks. And also decorating his lovely home. I will definitely feel the loss during CNY.

Because of exam, I didn't meet my lovely boyf for so many days already. I miss him so much.. I miss having him with me. I miss all the moments spend with him. He is been going through tough times at this moment because of work. I'm not there for him but I will give him moral support of course. I hope he will go through this soon enough and gained back himself.

I love you, lao gong!! Muackss..

Exam is just around the corner

Hello everyone! From the title, you are aware that my exam is approaching.. I've spent these few days studying my statistic. Thanks to kc, I've learned a lot about statistics. However, it is very exhausting. I've use lots of brain cell these few days.. Hopefully, I can pass my exams with flying colours. I cannot accept failure anymore.. Just said I kiasu.. I admit.. I have to be kiasu to graduate in time. I don't have any time to waste anymore..

I've been practicing a very healthy lifestyle. Sleeping early and wake up early.. I'm having weird dreams recently until I cannot tahan lo.. The most recent1 will be I went back to Klang during weekdays and I'm very very scared being caught by my dad. So, I have to sneak here and there.. Walao.. Go home also so kesian.. Maybe I miss home.. I've stayed home most of the time.. I actually enjoyed it.. Lolz..

Arghh.. So many days didn't see my boyf already.. I miss him so much.. Wonder what is he doing now.. Ish ish.. Tak biasa la.. But then have to study.. No choice.. See you again 1 week later baby.. :(

Stress ah!!! Wa very stress!! Who can save me? Who can help me??? Exam and also problems that keep knocking on my door.. Haiyo, can I ignore? Leave me alone la.. Very hard meh? I guess so.. Anyway, I've learned things the hard way therefore its time to close the door of my heart.. Because you don't deserved it!!

I'm going CRAZEE soon

See la.. Ini orang tak mahu layan saya.. Hahaha.. He was actually busy sending message.. I spent some quality time with him yesterday. *loves* I thought he will be working but due to him not feeling well, he went to work later than usual.. I love the feeling of seeing him again after separation for a period of time. In this case, 2 weeks.. The feeling is just superb.. Love it till the max! Cause missing each other adds some spice to the relationship. And I got pocket money from him.. Hehe.. Coz I kinda overspend this 2 weeks la.. Exam stress caused it so it's not considered my fault right? pheww.. feels better..

Today is National aka Merdeka Day.. Everyone went out and I have to stay at home to study.. Pity me.. I'm having another paper tomorrow morning.. I guess, burning midnight oil again tonight. I want my beauty sleep la.. I miss my boy boy already.. I don't want to study for exam already.. I want to shop shop shop...

Get over with it

As days passed by, I only want to get over with the exam. I feel so hopeless in this exam.. All I want is to get over with it. First, I did not attend classes as assignments is taking up most of my time. Even if I attended, I cannot concentrate because I'm very tired. So, how not to worry? In the end, I didn't score high marks for course work for oarticular subjects. I also didn't really know what am I studying. Time is not enough and I feel tired all the time.. I know I cannot blame anyone for my poor time management but I never imagine advanced diploma will be that hectic. Now, I thought, is it a bad decision to continue with advanced? But it's too late to regret now.. Just can pray that I pass..

I wonder, is it because this semester is a full theory semester which makes us feel so hectic? Memorizing is my thing but I do not like memorizing notes for 5 subjects. Plus the exam schedule is crazy.. I'm having paper on SUNDAY morning. Yeah, you read it right.. It's a SUNDAY.. Wow, rushing for Raya also no need to have exam on Sunday kua. Anyway, nothing we can do to change it.. So just bear with it. I will be finishing my paper this coming Thursday but I will be dead tired by that time because I'm also having paper on Wednesday. Freedom is on my way now..

I think I under extreme stress where I cannot sleep at night and then I have the urge to shop. People who know me well enough will know that I usually won't have the tendency to shop.. So, I guess I'm really under exreme stress.. Who want to sponsor me cash so that I can shop after exam?

The week of hell..

It was few days ago when we went for group study again for final exam.. 25/08/10 is the day I'm having my first paper.. It was a very stressful paper because our tutorial is mainly about checking the assignments. I have no idea how the question will be asked and how we should apply the examples. Memorizing all the steps is not easy as it is a total stranger to me.. Words used is of course deeper than those when we were still in diploma level. After all the hardwork and memorizing, we finally sit for that particular on 25/08/10 at 2pm. I feel like falling into hell the moment I read the question paper. I know how to answer but not all.. I only can hope that I can pass this paper.. I've done my best already..
See, how hardworking I am.. Haha.. I'm not pretending for the photo sake but I'm really doing my own notes. The picture is taken by Yogurt for for fun because studying for long period of time. I want to be away from exam.. I don't have the mood to sit for exams anymore. I just finished the 2nd paper yesterday and there are 3 more to go.. How am I supposed to cope with the stress? I wonder.. This is the most stressful exam I've been sitting for so far. Now, I realized that diploma is easy compared to advanced. Maybe it is because I still cannot adapt with the sudden changes, that's why I'm feeling very stress.. I just need some time to clear my mind and concentrate.. On the other note, counting down for 3 more papers and I'm free like bird. Freedom, I love you the most..
Finally, this is another picture of baby Jennifer.. It is also the last night she stays in KL.. She went back on Monday evening. I kind of miss her now.. I wonder when will be the next time she come to KL.. She is very active and fun to play with. The only problem is very hard to capture her picture. I forgot to put the camera into kids & pets mode so most of the picture turns out blurry. No more playing with baby once coming home.. :( But never mind, we will meet again for sure, baby Jennifer.. Miss you!

Jennifer aka Chen chen in the house..

That baby Chen chen aka Jennifer.. She smile but didn't look up thus the outcome.. Lol. Fyi, she is Yogurt's niece and she is here to attend her mother's convocation for Master Degree together with her granny.. This is the second time she is here and she is definitely and absolutely better than last time.. At least she let us carry her and play with her.. She reached KL around evening on Thursday and from that moment itself, we start playing with her. She is so hyper active.. Good things though.. Anyway, she's been good girl on Thursday night.. But disaster struck on Friday morning when the adults is preparing her for the convocation. She cried out loud until everyone in the house is waken by her. Reason why? She is still sleeping and someone changed her clothes and wakes her up. She cried continuously for half an hour.. No one can shuts her up so I'm awake at 7am in the morning. She went out with her granny, uncle and aunt at 7.30am and everyone had peace at last.. Lolz.. I tried to sleep back but failed so Yogurt and I went downstairs for breakfast.. In the end, both of us bought short pants for a very cheap price.. *happy* Anyway, baby is back around noon and once again cried non-stop because her daddy left her on bed.. Hahahahahaha.. No one can shuts her up again and the remedies is her daddy.. I play with her in the afternoon b4 heading back to Klang.. I'm gonna see her again this Sunday when I went back to KL. She will only go back to Johor on Monday night.. I'm so gonna miss her..

Yesterday, I had a row with the boyfriend. I didn't know things that I said hurts him though. I'm sorry, baby.. I've used the whole night to say sorry because I've been avoiding it earlier.. Anyway, we are ok now.. Love him..

I'm so scared now because I'm losing the mood to study for exam as each semester past by. I've been so de-motivated all the time. The workload for this semester is killing me. Maybe diploma is easier which results in me having hard time to cope with adv.diploma. Guess, people have to grow up somehow. *prays hard that I will pass for all my paper*

Surprise? Not..

I'm not going to talk about how we meet yet.. Because I'm very occupied at this moment. Tomorrow is my convocation and I got another assignments to hand in next Wednesday. I still don't have any idea how to do it.. And it's killing me.. I feel so suffocated..Things is getting pretty packed up until I cannot breath. Last Thursday, I had my midterm. I studied until midnight but I still don't know what is it about. The next day, I don't know how to answer.. I feel very bad because I realized that I did not really know what am I studying this semester. I'm so blur about what is going to come out for final exam and what we are studying actually. It was very tiring.

How I wish I can take a few days break and be away from college, homeworks, assignments and anything regarding college. I actually set a very high aim for my Advance Diploma because I did not did very good for my Diploma. For that, I feel bad for not giving full commitment in my studies. *cries*

I talked to Kelly few days ago. She congrats me for my convocation. She said she feel glad because I talked to her. When I read that, I feel bad. But everything is ok now... We are friends again. That day, I chatted with few friends that we did not contact for a moments. Surprise! Haha..

Gotta do my assignments now.. I had lots of thoughts recently but don't have the time to jot them down.. Weird thoughts.. Lolz.. I have weird dreams also coz assignments is so torturing.. I had nightmares almost every night. Sigh!!!!!!

On another happy note, my brother is on his way back to Malaysia. But I will not go home tonight. So I only get to see him tomorrow which is in my CONVOCATION! Woohoo~~ My big day! At least feel slightly better seeing my brother and all my family member tomorrow. Anticipating for it.

Wan Huey forced me to promote our PR company.. Lol.. Company that we created just for the sake of assignments.. Our main goal is promote for Polycom where we have to prepare proposal for this product. As a director, I need to see the proposal and agree on it.. While, Yogurt is the PR director and Louis is the Finance director.. Wan Huey will be the advertising director..Muahahaha.. So I can just asked them to do all the works.. (in my dream la) Till then, bye!

Sparks?

OMG! Another assignment due this Thursday, b4 8am. What kind of tutor will set the time b4 8am? Crazy ok!! I'm so tired after rushing 2 assignments last weekend. I'm really looking forward to go home this coming weekend. I wonder, why can't assignment is as easy as blogging? Lol.. I know it is impossible.. But dream for a while also can right?

As mentioned in previous post, I'm very busy since last week. I talked to my friend the other about relationship. Sparks.. Is it very important? I've been in the relationship with my current boyf for almost 2 years already. Things change from time to time because he is busy with work and I'm busy with studies. We spent less time together and we only met 2 days every week. If lucky, maybe 3 or 4 days a week. Slowly, I'm not his first priority anymore. I understand that he got lots of things to do and I can bear with it. But what I hate the most is, he don't call often anymore. And of I call him, he will brush me off with excuse such as "I'll call you back later, very busy now" That also makes me hate calling him from time to time. Does that also mean that we already lost our sparks in relationship? I've been spending more time with my friends. And now, with most of my friends being attached, I feel so bad sticking to them. It is like being the "lamp post" all the time.. Sometimes, looking at my bestie who jus being in a relationship makes me jealous because I do miss all the "sweet" moment and all the caring thing he will do for me. But, everything changed!

That is so like me.. Life has to go on... Another 2 weeks will be our 2nd year anniversary... Just wait and see..

Assignments is killing my health..

I'm now in McD Ampang rushing my individual assignments.. Hopefully I can finish it on time.. God Bless Me!! It's been a very tiring week because a lot of assignments need to hand in next week. I just need some time to sleep and to hang out.. I've been sleeping at 2 the earliest this week. People who know me will say, that is so not like you.. But no choice.. I have to.. I wonder how long it takes for me to finish up everything.. I still have to polish my Law assignments..

For the sake of de-stress!

Mad stress these few days. Yes, you guessed it right. Exam week, that's why. But then, I was so lazy to open the book and facebooking instead. Still, have to control myself lor.. What to do? I have to pass it. Well well, I did a mistakes in my paper and 15 marks gone. Maybe I will get some sympathy marks from the tutor if I'm lucky but i guess not..

Pc Fair starts yesterday. Initial plan is to go with My Chip Chip but he ffk me last minute.. So, I went with buddy Wan Huey aka France coz she need to get notes from me.. So, ngek ngek ngek.. I get free ride.. Pc fair was so so because no leng lui/ leng chai.. And I get to know that my hard disk is only RM289.. Ish ish.. Buddy keep on said nevermind la.. Don't look or think about it.. But then, the horrible Pc Fair hor, keep place the big big banner and force me to see it.. Sigh.. Finally, escaped from the horrible place.. I met a few friends there such as Prisca aka Pizza and Wei Yang.. Pizza is extremely excited seeing me and buddy and she came and hug me.. Long lost friend.. Muahahaha.. Wei Yang, still working under sonic gear.. Same old baby face.. One word to describe Pc fair, LAME!!!

Papa dearest called when I'm back from Pc Fair to update me about grandma and home. Papa has these habit of using me to kill time. The 1st thing he said to me is, My hp gonna be out of batt, so if it died, our conversation ends there k. Ok lor, call me to use up all his batt so that he can charge.. Farny! Last few times he was waiting for news so he called. When the news starts, he said, I wana go watch news d. Talk to you when you're back.. I laughed everytime he said that.. What a humorous dad I have. Maybe it's the gene so I tend to talk alot of funny and rubbish when I'm in mood.

I have to study for the upcoming paper.. Hopefully I can remember everything.. No mood to take pictures so another only word post..

Urghh!

Totally utterly stress right now!

Grumpy me!

I'm actually feeling grumpy and depress these few days when things don't go as plan or when I'm talking on the phone.. I really wanted to yell at anyone who talks to me on the phone or those who text me. I don't know why. I'm feeling extremely tired because I often dream at night. (which also another reason why I'm feeling grumpy) I guess I'm almost assignment free but worried at the same time that I might not pass my course work. *touch wood* My lecturer/tutor has been scaring us with the marking scheme and all the consequences of not passing bullshit. I'm actually scared of it.. This is the last semester and I really hope I can graduate. *prays hard*

Oh my, I finally got the total 6 season of the series that I'm watching.. Thank you, mae! Btw, thanks again to mae and jenki for the editing.. I also wants to thank all my crew member for cooperating in the production. We actually have fun, ain't we? Hopefully, we will still have chance to hang out after graduation.

I am picking up bright colours for my font hoping it will at least cheer me up but it doesn't make any difference..So, that's all folks!

Final is always killing me!

I will always very stress when it's exam. I mean since my diploma la~~ Coz I don't have any reason to fail. This semester stresses me more when I'm sick a day b4 my 1st paper.. Gosh! I cannot study and then lost my concentration. The worst exam period ever.. I was suffering on the 1st day of exam. I was shivering and head was spinning.. In the end I didn't do one case study.. It's a Law paper btw.. My boyf is sick too at the same time.. He got high fever.. Ish, what is wrong with both of us? But he recovered the next day.. My second paper is Broadcast Writing which I don't think I can score and scared I will fail.. How la? I'm lack of motivation that I only study a day b4 the exam. I lost my focus!! But the last 2 paper was alright coz I kind of found the lost me.. :P Now, one more paper left and I'm free~ Btw, my brother is back! Erm, but he will be going back tmr. He came back this time just to attend his buddy's wedding.. His childhood best friend.. Lolz..

I can smell my holiday now.. Hahaha.. B5 plan a Seremban getaway.. Finally, we get the chance to go.. Lolz.. Been planning since Year 1 Sem 1.. All Louis's fault.. Always ffk.. Haha... Which also means I get to see Pink Darling again.. Hahahaha.. More update after exam! Bye peeps!

Stress!

I'm having final now.. Stress gila!! Currently burning midnight oil but still couldn't really study.. Maybe because I'm still sick.. Will blog more about it when my exam is over.. Just a short update..

tough i need to be tough..

Basically, I'm very busy this whole week and that explains about my absence in this blog.. It seems dusty to me.. In fact, I'm very tired now.. It's been a hectic week. I personally busy for my assignments while my kawan-kawan busy for their TT night and OO night... I had my drama rehearsal on Tuesday and Wednesday and then proceed to my other assignment discussion. Gosh.. So many assignment's deadline is rushing in. I want to die. I've been to college early and back late. Sleepless night just to come up with something but then bah~ nothing came out.. I think I have to brush up my skills again. Finally, I hand in one assignment today. Thank god.. 11 to go.. I guess it's approximately 12 assignments this sem..I lagi want to die.. I can't help anything in TT and OO so all I can do is back them up in assignments. I hope i can help them in a way.. Sleepy la.. Me with my emotionless face everyday.. Save me pls someone.. I'm staying in KL this week for the sake of TT night and of coz my assignments.. Anything, assignments comes first.. I wana go do work and then to my dreamland 1st..Will update soon..