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Labor? NOT..

2012-02-16T12:17:00.002+08:00

I've been rotting at home for the longest time in my life that I don't know how it feels to be outside under the sun again..LOL.. This is mainly because I will be going into labor anytime soon so that's the reason why.. Everything's been good for me and I hope my baby will be greeting the world healthily. =) I've been looking up for information for contraction, water brokes and stuffs related to labor because I have no idea about it at all. Of course at this time of my life, I started to feel nervous because I do not know what to expect.. So, gotta do some homework..

It was Valentine's Day last Tuesday. I did not celebrate it with my hubby. Hmm~ As far as I remembered, we've not been celebrating it since 2 years ago.. Hahaha.. It seems like he is not a romantic person. I stayed home that day as usual but did received the best Valentine's gift that day. My results was released on that very romantic days and thank god, I passed which also means I'm officially graduated. I'm still very worry a day b4 as I'm not doing very good in one of my papers. I even checked the resit date as I'm very afraid that it will clash with my confinement. But now, everything seems to go on smoothly for me.. I feel blessed definitely although my gcpa is quite low.. But at least I graduated, that is the most important thing and my baby will be able to attend my graduation with me.. Special? I guess so..

Yesterday, I was at home as usual and hubby was back late from work. Late as in 12 something at night. I was ready to sleep when I saw a baby cockroach somewhere near my bed. Gross max! I don't dare to catch it nor do anything to it so all I did was staring at it and waited for my hubby to come back.. Yeah, he do all the jobs.. That is why we need a man at home. LOL.. Just as I'm ready to sleep, I'm having a cramp like pain in my upper abdomen. It was slightly like period pain and also gastric pain. I couldn't describe it. It came on and off. Pain then went off then pain again. I really thought I was going into labor but when hubby rub my tummy, it actually ease the pain so I guess it's not contraction after all.. After half and hour or so, it went off completely and hubby asked me to sleep so that it makes me feel better. And I'm able to sleep the whole night without waking up. I guess if nothing happens today, I will ask the doctor tmr as I will be going to the hospital again tmr.. I really wonder if my baby is ready to meet the world.. We will see.. =)

My baby girl

2012-02-07T20:32:00.005+08:00

Today marks the 100th day of my dad's death.. Mum did a massive prayers for him and invited most of my relatives to my house because daddy loves having many people around. We even changed daddy's picture in living room into our family photo.

I'm going to give birth to my baby girl anytime now. It merely depends on when she wants to see the world. I'm having mixed feeling right now because I want to see her soon but do not fully prepared for what is going to happened during delivery. LOL. Nine months passed so fast. Right until last month that I felt that I'm having a baby because this is the time when I'm finally free to relax and feel her.. Previously, I still need to attend classes and also write my thesis so I'm kind of busy. Of course I can feel her presence because she constantly kicks me.. =) Since it is the last month of my pregnancy, I constantly feels tired and also hard to sleep. I hardly can find a comfortable position to sleep. Plus, I always wake up in the middle of the night to go to the loo. No choice coz my bladder tends to be full easily. But, I still managed to get few hours of sleep every night. Sometimes, I nap in the afternoon..

Now, I'm done buying my baby's stuff and I find myself loves doing baby shopping. Everything for her feels so nice and cute. I wished to buy everything for her but cannot. Hehe.. In the end, I only get what she needs. I have to go to hospital once a week for regular check ups and the waiting is killing me.. I have to sits there for hours just to wait for the doctor but thank god, hubby is there with me all the time. He did not missed even once. *loves* In the end of my pregnancy, I have to do tons of things such as counting the times my baby kicks in a day, taking care of my diet, regular check ups every week and etc. In one word, pregnancy is not easy. So, pls be good to your mom.. LOL

Baby baby, when did you want to come out?

Happy Chinese New Year?

2012-01-21T12:49:00.003+08:00

2 more days to CNY.. It should be a very happy and exciting festive season right? But nothing about CNY excites me.. Last Saturday, I'm down with flu and sore throat.. And I'm still sick until now.. Wtf! I cannot get to enjoy all the cookies which waved at me and lured me to eat them everyday. Plus, I didn't do any shopping this year as you know, I'm due in one month's time so no point buying new clothes now..

Probably is the changes of my current status that makes me lost interest in CNY.. Why? Coz I'm going to give out ang pows instead of collecting them this year.. Boo~ No extra cash.. Somemore, this will be the first year I'm celebrating it with other family aka my husband's family instead of my own. So, a new year, new beginning huh?

I've having difficulty to sleep throughout this week. I slept early everyday but wake up every 2 hours because of nose block. I hate nose block.It makes me hardly can breath and I feel suffocated every time I cannot breath properly.. Like I'm gonna die or something.. Noa a very good way to kick start CNY. I need some nice, hot, flavour, spicy food right now.. I've been having porridge, noodle and bread almost everyday.. Not forgetting water as my only companion as I wasn't allowed to eat anything else unless I've recovered. I miss pizza, subway, curry noodle, teppanyaki, bah kut teh, ramly burger and lots more.. I will have more cravings when I'm sick.. It's always like that..

Pls just let me recover and have a nice CNY.. I didn't want to ended up seeing other people eating all the cookies and I can have none of that.. In that case, you better kill me lo.. Promise? PLS..

I'm free from exam.. hopefully

2012-01-08T09:18:00.002+08:00

I just finished my last paper on the 6th of January 2012! I was having pretty mixed feelings at that time because I wanted the exam to end but at the same time it also means my friends and I are leaving the college as well.. But, the ending of college life doesn't mean the ending of our friendship right? We can still come out and hang out together.. LOL..

My buddies are currently enjoying their trips in Ipoh as graduation trip.. Too bad, I cannot join as I'm already 8 months pregnant and it will be safer to stay back.. Speaking about pregnancy, I can't believe time passes so fast.. In a glimpse of eyes, I'm 8 month pregnant and my baby is on her way to see the world.. In one and a half month's time.. OMG!! Since it is my first pregnancy, there are lots of things that I don't know. Lucky me, I'm always surrounded by good and loving people.. I've got so many people who teaches me what to do and how to take care of my health in order for my baby to be healthy as well..

Other that than, I also have a bunch of buddies who always take care of me whenever we went to college or malls... Blissful as it is, I believe my baby will be pampered by a lot of people.. LOL.. Now, I can't wait to see my baby so I have to prepared myself for the delivery.. Erm, maybe after CNY..

Yes, CNY is approaching and this year it will be different because I'm giving out ang pows instead of taking them.. Weird feelings huh? *laughs* New year, new life experience.. And this year's CNY will be totally different from the previous one as daddy is not around to celebrate it with us. But, he will always remembered in our hearts..

Tick tock tick tock.... Time is ticking and I shall enjoy my remaining one and a half month before getting busy again..

I miss my buddies already.. :(

The last day of the year

2011-12-31T10:56:00.002+08:00

It's the time of the year again.. New Year's Eve..

This year particularly, I feel nothing about New Year's Eve.. Maybe I'm old and lost the passion to party on New Year's Eve..LOL.. But the main reason is I'm having a baby right now so it's not a right time to party and go places that is super crowded. And another reason is my best friend's father passed away due to cancer. I cannot attend his funeral because I'm pregnant. I feel extremely bad because I know this is the hardest time to go through as I just go through it 2 months ago. Life...is always unpredictable. The time when we thought it will be better, it becomes the worse..

I attended my cousin's wedding (bride side) yesterday and my grandma suddenly asked my aunt why my dad didn't go and fetch her.. When I heard that, my heart shattered.. Sometimes she remembers and sometimes she don't. Sad to hear that..

Anyway, I hope that 2012 will be a better year for me, my family and also my friends.. I will definitely miss my friends a lot..

Don't mess with me

2011-12-26T10:58:00.002+08:00

I finally went home last weekend.. I went home for a while only last 2 weekends because I got things to do. It was a very nice feeling being home again but yeah, shits happened. I just don't understand why you all like to bully my mum and still thinks that you are right. Sorry, I cannot tolerate with this because I've lost my dad and the only thing I can do now is to protect my mum. No matter what happens, I will have my mum's back. So, don't play with fire as I'm not a very good person for you all to deal with.

Just one weekends makes me realized that I always deals with shitty people.. Shitty peoples as in people with shitty attitude. Yeah, I've met a lot of people like this. So, when exactly do they leave me in peace? People that I always thought I can count on and trust will ended up becomes the ones that hurts me the most. So, do I still value friendship? Yes, very very much as I still have a bunch of best friends that have my back. As for family, we still have a strong family bond with each other and I can always go back to them just like how I always go back to daddy last time.

I talked to my sister last weekend and realized that my siblings and I are facing difficulties accepting the facts that dad is gone. The pillar of my family suddenly left and we are so lost because he is the one settling everything for us everytime we face problems. I know time will heal but the emptiness is there. Maybe after my baby is born, it will fills my heart a little.

I will not tolerate with these kind of people anymore as in friends or anyone else. Maybe you can say that I'm very cruel but do bear in mind that things that you all did to me is many times more cruel. If I can take it like a man, why can't you? Just stop feeling sorry for me because I don't need it anymore. I can still survive very well because I have other people that appreciate me as who I am.

One month anniversary

2011-12-05T23:16:00.006+08:00

Exactly one month ago, I GOT MARRIED.. I know I'm late to announce this but I got too many things to handle at one time. If you read my previous post, you will figure it out..

Anyway, I'm thankful and happy that my friends and family was here that day to celebrate my big day. Biggest regret will definitely the absence of my daddy but I know he is there, in our heart. My wedding did not have games and all but my friends makes it happy and memorable for me. Thanks ji muis! I didn't got married from my house due to daddy's death so i went and rent a room in Premier Hotel. It was tiring but I had lots of fun. Yeah, emotion ups and downs in one week is freaking tired. I guess my family is tired too but they are all there to witness my important day.

After one month, I still cannot believe that I'm married. Basically, I still live like before, studying and went home as usual. LOL. Pictures are all in facebook which includes my wedding pictures as well.

I got to know some nice people from the bridal shop that I went. One will be the girl that serve me, Suet and also the make up artist, Penny. They were really helpful and caring.. I feel blessed.. Other than that, throughout the whole process of preparation, my hubby did most of the work while me, giving opinion. Thank you, lou gong for everything. Muackss.

My husband's family

His heng tai!

Vs my ji muis

my family

Lastly, us..

Happy one month anniversary..

1.11.11

2011-11-19T16:09:00.004+08:00

1st of November 2011

Is the day you left us. FOREVER..

It was your lunar birthday that day and the whole family promised to celebrate your birthday with you in the hospital. We went but couldn't sing you a birthday song as you were not feeling well. The moment I stepped into your ward, I feel scared. No, I'm not scared of you but scared that you will leave us. I pray so hard so that it will not happen as I'm really not ready to let you go. I guess that goes the same with everyone else. We waited until 9pm before mum decided that we just cut the cake and give it to others due to you worsen condition. However, bro, Chee How insisted on blowing the cake because it was your wish. It could be your last wish though. So, we lighten up the candle and brought in the cake. Bro told you the name of people in the room which is mum, How, Rong, Hsia, Boy, Ling and Jerry and you nodded. Each of us wished you Happy Birthday, daddy without the b'day song because we couldn't sing it. You tried to breathe hard enough to blow the candle but you can't. Instead, 4 of your children blow it for you, fulfilling your wish. The guard came in out of sudden and chase us out. The visiting hour is over but the guard seldom come and chase people out. Chee How told the guard that you are in critical condition but the guard insist that we either leave or wait outside. Not having any choices, we left reluctantly. How and I plan to go to hospital early morning to meet with the doctor to discuss if is it ok if you discharge. But you didn't give us a chance to do so. I was about to reach Prima Setapak where I received a call from Hsia saying that you have passed away. I don't know how to react and tears just drop. After hanging up, I told Boy the news and rushed Jerry to fetch us back to hospital. When we reached, I thought my siblings are already there but no, only mum and my uncle is there. I went into your ward calmly but couldn't hold my tears when I saw you lying down on the bed with your eyes close. My heart shattered into pieces. Knowing that you already left us forever makes me cry harder. You will not response to any of my actions anymore.. Losing you is like losing everything..

You are the shelter of my life throughout my 23 years of living. Now that you are gone, I find it very hard to accept. During the 3 days of your funeral, each time when I stand next to your coffin and look at you, I will cry because you left and will not come back anymore. Not being to talk to you every weekend when I'm back home and no one to listen to my ranting. You played an important part in my life. Everyone that knows me long enough will know that. I'm always a daddy's girl. Everytime when I faced any problem, I will run back to you because I know you will comfort me and find me a solution without fail. I miss your smile, your joke, your temper, and everything about you.

But I know, this is a better option than leaving you suffering. Seeing you in the hospital with all the tubes and injections really breaks my heart. At least now, you are not feeling any pain and you are free from disease. You are really a good father. Even after you left, you still settle my problem and make everything so smooth for me. You left on the week of my wedding. Initially, I was forced to choose between your funeral and my wedding. I really don't know how to choose but in the end, you make things right again. I can attend both without having to choose either party. Then, you reminded mummy that they have to attend my wedding as well so she came and talk to me about it. However, I cannot make any decision so I make her discuss with bro. She secretly went and talk to you the next morning and asked for your permission is it ok if they all go to my wedding and you said yes instantly.. Thank you daddy for being such a great father.

The impact of your death is so strong that I took weeks to finally being able to write a blog post about you. Even talking about it makes my tears drop. Now, I'm learning to let you go but that doesn't mean I'm forgetting you.. You will still remembered in my heart, forever. We are keeping your picture in the living room so that we can always see you and feel your presence. I promise I will take good care of myself, mummy and other siblings. Rest in peace daddy..

I really miss your smile..

Partly cloudy

2011-10-23T11:38:00.002+08:00

My life turns dark suddenly.. It is not the fact that I want or wish to accept. But this is what we called LIFE.. We just have to accept everything that comes to us. Deal with it and go on with life.. But, I'm really really not ready to let go. So, I will just hold on as tight as possible. Maybe it is a very selfish act but I just wants you to stay longer..

I'm finally being able to see you yesterday. You were not the person I used to know anymore.. You are now getting thinner and pale lying on the bed. It hurts me so much seeing you on that bed that I wished it was me so badly. I really wish I can share your pain so that one day, I will be able to see the happy you again.

I really miss the old and healthy you..

Multitasking

2011-10-16T13:43:00.002+08:00

Multitasking is what I'm currently doing.. I have a lot of things in hand and everything seems like never end. I'm stress out already because it's week 6 and I'm still in chapter 1 of my thesis plus my in hand assignment.. I haven't start.. How? I still got wedding coming very very soon.. Arghh.. Every weekend when I'm home, I have to help to do the house chores.. Hmm.. Now, I'm gaining weight and I'm freaking worried about it.. Coz I've gained so many kgs for the past month.. So, it kind of freaks me out.. How how? I need to be calm and relaxing but I just don't feel that way..

No time no time..

2011-10-01T19:45:00.003+08:00

Lots of things happened lately.. I cannot digest everything yet so I've abandoned my blog once again. I guess I need more time.. But I don't know how long will it takes.

I've struggling between studies and wedding preparation. LOL.. I need to find time to do both. It is my final semester so I need to do thesis. The stress level had reach a higher limit. Just last week, I spend 2 hours to choose my wedding dress for photo shooting and wedding day. This week, I spend the whole day doing photo shooting. Now I know that photo shooting is very tiring. But being a typical female, I love changing clothes, putting on make ups and also hair-do.. It is really fun.. So, I really need to focus on my thesis now..

Pictures are lesser in my blog because I seldom take pictures nowadays.. I'm always busy with my task.. Sorry guys..

Lou gong went to Bali last Thursday and will only come back tmr. It is a company trip and I'm missing him so much right now.. =(

Gloomy days

2011-09-16T19:10:00.002+08:00

The weather is so so today.. It seems like it will rain but it didn't. The weather actually disappoint me a little. But nevermind. Weather is always unpredictable. Same goes to my mood. I'm feeling tired, moody, depress, and everything negative at the same time. I wonder why. Wake up early in the morning don't know what to do. Then spend the whole day day-dreaming and eating then sleeping. Eating is not satisfying me today. I feel so full and suffer after meal which I don't know why.. There are times I feel like puking. I know it is normal but the kind of feeling making me any better.

Maybe coz my holiday is going to end soon. Maybe coz the weather makes me feel so gloomy. Or maybe it's because my dad who still feeling sick. There are lots of maybe but I don't know exactly why. But anyway, my bestie, Pink just text me and tell me that she is coming to find me. It did brighten me a little. I guess I need some time with my girlfriend. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day for me as I need to pack and ready to go back to KL.. Class is starting next week..

Hooked

2011-09-15T12:17:00.003+08:00

I'm currently hooked to The Sims Social in Facebook. Yeah, I'm kinda late but better than none right? Finally, I'm off work and back to Klang again. But college is resuming is few day's time. No more living like a queen.. LOL..

My first week of holiday is basically living like a queen. I sleep, eat, watch drama, chat with parents and went shopping with sis. After living like a queen for more than a week, I was starting to busy again. First, I had my R.O.M.. You did not read it wrongly.. I'm legally married.. It's kind of shocking but at least I'm happy. So now left the Chinese ceremony.. I wonder if I'm married or not.. LOL.. Then, I went to Ipoh with hubby to meet someone. The very next day, I went to Seremban with buddy Kama Satwan and Erika.. Second week of holiday is all about travelling. Third week which is this week is about working so I spent 3 days 2 nights in KL to get my work done.

Now, I'm free from work, I will rest and live like a queen again for few days before going back to college.. Yippie.. Mummy is making pizza today so I'm anticipating. I will post my R.O.M pictures when I got it from my buddies.. Can't believe I'm stepping into another stage of my life already. Everything seems so fast.. Hahaha.. Maybe because time is ticking. Gotta spend more time being a lazy bum.. =)

3 weeks holiday

2011-09-05T10:36:00.002+08:00

Holla everyone..

I'm enjoying my 3 weeks holiday now.. *jumping like a kid* It is really nice to finally slow down a little and enjoy some peaceful moments. However, I still have works pending so I'm not that free after all.. Works, thesis *OMG*... As for thesis, I wanted to start my work but I realized that I forgot to bring it back.. So forgetful. I've been forgetting things lately. I might have something urgent to tell but the next minute, I forgot about it. It happens all the time. Maybe I've been squeezing too much of brain juice recently.. Haha..

Something happy happened over the weekend and I shall not disclose it here yet. Don't worry people, I will when time comes.. I will definitely not keeping it to myself.. Btw, I'm going back to KL today for work purpose and also to meet my friends.. I miss all my friends although I just meet them last weekend.. LOL

Anyway, I know my blog is dead but I promise I will update more often..

Love is in the air

2011-08-26T14:57:00.003+08:00

Love never fails when you find the right person.

And I think I found the right person. As most of you know, our love story starts with coincidence. That is how fate brought us together.. I feel so happy today because I get all the blessings from people that I love. Just feel excited and happy.. Thanks beloved friends for making feel so happy and blessed. I bet close friends will know why I'm so happy..

There is only one happiness in life - to love and be loved.

I think this applies to family, relationship and also friendship. I just want to thanks everyone that support me and also love me. I love you all equally much..

On the other note, I'm having holiday now! It is some other thing that put smile on my face. The feeling of doing nothing but chilling out is enough to make me smile.

But holiday makes me miss my friends even more. I'm not be able to meet them everyday.. :(

Oops

2011-08-07T10:38:00.002+08:00

The last time I've updated my blog is about 1 month ago.. Hmm.. This shows how tied up I was in this month. As usual, I've been busy with my assignments and datelines and etc.. But everything is ending soon which also means is the time for final exam. I'm dealing with lots of things recently which explains my absence.. But things are slowly sort out so it's a happy news for me.. I promise to blog about it once everything is confirmed.. :)

I'm down with sore throat, flu and cough at this moment.. Feels so sleepy after eating the medicine. I think I'm going to take a nap.. Or else will be dizzy for the whole day.. :)

His birthday and Our Anniversary

2011-07-09T09:45:00.003+08:00

2 days ago is my lovely lao gong's birthday and also our 3rd anniversary.. We made to the third year already.. Hahaha.. I bet our love story will never ends here and we will be happily together.. On that very special day, I have to wake up freaking early for my live interview session and I'm having a long break then an one hour class. In between the break, I'm already very sleepy and tired already. It is killing me.. I just wish to curl under my quilt and sleep my afternoon away but I can't. I had a date with my boyf.. I guess most of you will wonder what kind of romantic date that we had that day.. You are wrong.. We didn't had romantic date yet. We ended up having dinner with a bunch of his friends. It wasn't a romantic way to celebrate our 3rd anniversary but it was a nice and simple dinner.. Lol.. We will have our romantic dinner some other day.. Most probably after this weekend as it will be massive jam during this weekend..

I skipped class on Friday because I'm too tired. But yet, I didn't sleep well because I keep having weird dreams over and over again. I just want some nice sleep.. Is it very hard? I still got tons of assignments waiting for me and I need to plan for the so called romantic dinner.. This year, I didn't gave him any presents as I got no idea what to get him and I don't have time.. Sorry, lao gong!! :( But he got a Mont Blanc pen from his colleagues.. I want some of these colleagues too.. Hahaha..

I'm going to end this post with

Happy birthday and Happy 3rd Anniversary, Lao Gong!!

I love you and we will always be together, I promise!

MIA

2011-06-12T10:02:00.003+08:00

Can you believe it? My last post is on 21st of May.. Oh how time flies.. I'm so tied up with assignments and also family matter. After my brother's wedding, I have to readjust my life to fit into my tight schedule. Not really tight actually but the gap in between classes is killing me.

4 out of 5 days, I have 8am class.. 4 out of 5 days, my classes have gaps of 5 hours in between. 2 out of 5 days, I have class until 8pm.. How nice my schedule is right? And my group got canceled twice for 6pm class almost very last minute.. Yeah, that is how suck my schedule is. And I have lots of assignment requires shooting and writing script this semester. Documentary, news gathering, creative programs, and etc. I have one script due next week and I still don't have time to write it.

My cheque for PC Fair is just release and I have to go back to the office to collect it. Damm. Last time, they will bank in for me. When I ask them do they need the shirt back and they said no. Now, they want me to send back the shirt before they release the salary. Wtf.. So maQfan.. Ish.. I have to waste my time to go to Damansara again. Geram..

As for the boyf and I, we are happy although we spend less time together. He will take the initiative to accompany me every Wednesday. Love him.. :) In few months' time, we will be together for 3 years already. I'm so excited about it..

China trip.. Finally

2011-05-21T14:50:00.028+08:00

Yeah!! Finally I have time to write about my China trip. It took forever to just load these pictures.. Well, it was a very backdated post which I apologized numerous time for it.. Lol.. So, this is it.. My 1st day in China is basically me arriving in Pudong International Airport at 7.00am and then went out of departure gate at 7.30am.. I have to wait for my brother because he is late. Oh, it's raining that day so it is super cold. We have to take public transport aka train and bus to reach my brother's apartment. We went to breakfast first b4 heading home. I'm dead hungry. Their breakfast is so different than ours. They had healthy breakfast such as porridge, soya bean and also yao char kuai. Hmm.. I grab some yao char kuai and soya bean. We headed back to my brother's apartment after that. Dad, mum and I been sleeping in until afternoon. The weather is so cold that dad, mum and I couldn't get used to it. We had lunch and then took bus to Nanjing Road. Hmm.. A place to shop but too bad, it's raining the whole day.. Boo~~ Their bus driver drives like a mad cow. It's super fast and super dangerous. Super scary too. We meet my brother in Nanjing Road and had steamboat for dinner.. Nicest thing to eat when the weather is so cold. I've posted the picture of my steamboat dinner earlier so I will not post it again.. Hehe..

Even it is raining, people still went to Nanjing Road which includes me and my family as well.. It was a nice experience walking under the rain and luckily, I didn't catch a cold.

We are one happy family posting under the rain.. Lol.. Too bad, my sister and younger brother couldn't join us.. You can imagine how cold it is by the layers of clothes we wear.. It's not even winter for god sake.

The next day, sister in law (1st one) brought us to sightseeing in Shanghai. We went to Oriental Pearl Tower (I'm not sure with the name) and we can see Shanghai from there. It is beautiful and KL is nothing near that.. LOL.. I'm not in the pictures because I'm the camera girl.. It was fun but you will get bored because keeps seeing the same thing.

Then, we went to a quite famous street which I forgot the name.. I have to ask my brother.. But it is very oriental type of street and you can get lots of nice snacks there..

Look, it's my daddy posing in front of Haagen Daaz holding the "bing tong wu lou". In drama, the "bing tong wu lou" looks very nice but in actual, it is kind of sour and it has seeds in it.. And the sugar coated outside is kind of hard.. But worth the try though..

The best Xiao Long Bao in Shanghai. Lots of people is queuing for it.. And super cheap also.. RMB 7.50 for 16 Xiao Long Bao.. Can you imagine it? 4 of us shared 16 Xiao Long Bao while waiting for my brother to meet us after work.

Ta-da.. The yummylicious Xiao Long Bao ever.. We have to queue quite long to buy it and my mum drop the precious first because the soup is too hot.. Hahaha.. She didn't master the skill yet. Soon enough, she learn how to eat a Xiao Long Bao when my sister in law teach her.. Looking at it makes me crave for it.. Yum Yum..

Dad, mum and I pose together. Did you notice that my smile looks a little bit awkward? That is because I was eating the "bing tong wu lou". Lol.. It looks rather weird but not too obvious.. I'm still waiting for my brother to come.. We couldn't wait any longer coz we are tired. So, we went to Haagen Daaz to chill while waiting..

A very nice cup of hot English Breakfast Tea and also a platter of ice cream and cookies.. I find this cup of tea is so nice so I skipped that platter.. After chilling in Haagen Daaz, we went to The Bund..

You can catch up some nice scenery here where you can see the highest building in Shanghai and also Oriental Pearl Tower.. I forgot the name of the highest building because my sister in law only tells me in Chinese.. Sorry, you all have to check it out yourself.

This is the other side where you can see the hotels and building in The Bund.. The scenery is basically killing. It is so nice and the cold weather fits perfectly.

I love the lighting here.. Lol.. Look at the river and you wouldn't believe that there is actually a tunnel right under the river. Shanghai is so so advanced. They even build a tunnel under a river.

We went sightseeing again and I caught a priceless pose of my brother.. He purposely pose it for me la.. See how dramatic my brother is..

The very next day, we went to China Pavilion.. The ticket is so cheap, it only cost us RMB 20 for a person. But the queue is killing. We practically queue for 2 hours to get into the pavilion. It will be demolish in May so I guess it worth queuing right?

Daddy is happy because we bought the ticket without have to queue but what he doesn't know is the queue is not start yet. Luckily the weather is nice enough for us to queue or else I will sure pengsan lo..

It is the biggest among all in Shanghai Expo.. I only manage to get in this one as the others are all demolished.. Boohoo~~

I love this painting very much and it is indeed the nicest thing in the pavilion. It is basically a drawing and it can move. It can also switch from day to night. You can see how the people inside the drawing works and also do their daily stuff.. It is so amazing.. This is the night view.

While this is the day view.. It was a very long electronic drawing and I was so in love with it. I spend quite long there just looking and taking pictures of it.

Look at the crazy queue.. I took it when I was inside the Pavilion. It is freaking insane okay. Not only tourist is going in but local as well.. People in China is so freaking scary because there are peoples everywhere..

My brother took leave and brought us to Suzhou. We went to Tiger Hill while my brother and sister in law went and try on the wedding dress. We were shivering cold but having ice cream at the same time.. The feeling is superb. We have to walk up the hill but the lazy us decided to pay for the shutter and let them drive us up the hill instead.. Then, we slowly walk down by ourselves.

The famous tower. What is it famous for? For not being straight.. Lol.. I didn't take a picture with it because my brother is not with me and no one taking picture for me.. *sob*

Mummy was so clumsy that she fell down while walking. In the end, her leg bengkak and we have to rush back to Shanghai. But, we manage to catch a picture and also see how my father is being caring towards mummy because he is holding her all the time. He scared that she might fall down again.. *smiles*

The reason of falling down? She was too concentrate on the flowers. She thinks they are very nice.. So I took a picture of her and the flower..

I actually went to Shanghai Zoo with my parents because we got nothing to do. My brother and sister in law have to bring her parents to do their visa. So, I happened to bump into Cindy there.. LOL.. It's a swan btw. I didn't know I will meet Cindy even when I'm in china..I feel so touched..

Chow chow.. Can you imagine that? They even have pet area in the zoo where there are lots of dogs there. I wanted to bring them back so much.. But I guess I will be arrested so I just took pictures of them.. Plus my boy loves Chow Chow so much.. So this is for him..

The main attraction that brought us to the zoo is this, PANDA!! It is a bit dirty but hey, I see a real panda before and not just girls with dark eye circle..

We went back to the building to take pictures while waiting for my sister in law and her parents to come and meet us.. You decide, who does my brother looks like? Dad or mum?

Oriental Pearl Tower that looks very nice when the sun is shinning.. Owh, I want to go back again.. Honestly, I keep seeing Oriental Pearl Tower when I was in China until I was so sien of seeing it.. Then, when I'm back to KL, all I see was KLCC..

Happy family with nice scenery.. We went and meet the in laws and they were so friendly.. I like them.. Hahaha.. And they like me too.. How I know that? Because my sister in law told me when they came and stay with us for a month.. Now that they are finally back, I missed them..

Night scene of The Bund.. It's beautiful isn't it? We took it from Haagen Daaz in the opposite.. Enjoying ice cream and scenery.. Seriously, I had too much of Haagen Daaz in China until I'm so afraid to eat it. My brother got lots cash coupons so he lets us use it.. But it was too heavy for my liking.. I prefer mild or maybe fruit taste..

Last day, daddy was so excited because we can finally go home.. He is not very used to food in China.. My brother decided to let us try on this bullet train that takes only 8 minutes to the airport. And that boots makes me have to take it off in airport.. Arghh.. So mafan..

And lastly, a picture of me with the train's full speed.. 431 km/h.. It was very fast and convenient.. It was a tiring 11 days because I was carrying my dslr with me and it is very heavy.. But I had fun minus the part where I throw tantrums at my parents.. Sorry, daddy and mummy.. And also the part where I have to email my boyfriend because facebook, twitter and blogspot is banned in China.. Luckily I get to skype with him once a while.. I miss him so much during my stay in China..

And now, he will be going to China soon and I will miss him.. :( This is a very brief post about my trip and I hope you all like it..

My apologies

2011-05-03T13:57:00.004+08:00

I know I promised to blog once I'm back from Seremban but I didn't.. My bad okay? I'm sorry!! I have a very good reason for this, I promise you! I have guests in my house and my elder brother is BACK!! Which means I got no Internet to use because my house don't not have Wifi. *don't stare at me* Like I mentioned just now, I have guests which is my sister in law's parents. So, being the only one who don't need to work or study, I have to bring them out.. Or said accompany my brother to bring them out. Hahaha.. There are lots of wedding stuff needs to be done and I went out almost everyday. Now my waist and leg is like cacat already. Why I can blog now? Currently back to KL for my younger brother's orientation. Yeah, having a brother is troublesome but having 2 means double the trouble.. haha.. But also means double the love.. I got so many things to blog.. Apart from my China trip, Seremban trip (working purposes), KL trip and also Genting trip. I went to so many places in 2 weeks.. No wonder my leg patah d..

My brother's wedding is in 2 weeks time and hopefully we can pull through every obstacles so that my brother will have a very happy wedding.. *finger crossed* Results is out today and thank god I passed!! Thank you Mr Lim.. Classes resuming next week and I want to extend my holiday! Pls! Can I have longer holiday?

I wake up pretty early today for my brother's orientation and been waiting for him since then. 1 more hour to go and I can go back and sleep. I didn't sleep well yesterday.. I really seriously desperately need more sleep.. Thank you.. Byebye!

We are okay now

2011-04-21T13:53:00.002+08:00

It's seems like I've been missing for a while right? I had job offers for PC Fair so I have to work last weekend. When I was finally free from work, I went home. That very day, I had a very huge arguments with my boyf. I'm not going to elaborate on that and we are okay now.

My point is, after that argument, I realized that he was so important to me. I never admitted this before but yes, he is truly very important to me. I was so in love with him that there are never once crossed my mind that one day, we might break up. No no no, we are not breaking up, okay. That incident makes me realized that I cannot take things for granted. I have to appreciate what I have. But throughout this arguments, I knows that honesty is really important. Now, I have nothing to hide from him anymore and hope that I can always be true to myself as well.

I'm currently in Seremban for another job offer. I will update about my China trip and birthday once I'm back to Klang. I wanted to blog about my trip so much but couldn't coz some of my pictures corrupted. I have to wait for my brother to come back so that I can copy the pictures from him.

I'm still alive.. LOL

2011-04-12T23:55:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

Fyi, I'm still alive.. It's just that everything comes in one o so I do not have the time to even breathe.. Lol.. First of all, I had my final on last Wednesday.. Yes, only Wednesday and then my buddies celebrated my birthday on Thursday (will elaborate on that in another post) and my actual birthday falls on Saturday. So, I have no time to blog because I was too busy having fun.. LOL..

I know I know.. I haven't even blog about my China trip. I'm so sorry. I have to work for this coming PC Fair so bear with me okie? Yeah, for the first time, my holiday is occupied with works and works and works. I have some jobs in hands now and also my brother's wedding. So, I might be busy for this coming holiday.. Oh, and also, my younger brother is going to start his new stage of life, which is college life so I have to make sure he can adapt with it. Mainly because my baby brother is protected and pampered in the family. So, fingers crossed so that everything went on smoothly.. And I promise I will update all my backdated post..

Come visit me in PC Fait this coming weekend if you are free. Drop by and say hi.. Lol..

Till then, bye..

I'm BACK!!

2011-04-02T13:11:00.002+08:00

I'm BACK, everyone!! I bet you all miss me don't ya? (thick-face..) Lol.. Well, I'm finally back to Malaysia after 11 days staying in China.. I wanted to blog so much but China banned blogspot as well.. So, you all gotta wait.. Haha..

The weather in these 2 country is totally contrast so I'm down with flu and cough.. Great welcome home gift huh? The picture above is my 1st dinner in China which is steamboat.. Yummeh!! Especially the lamb.. Thinking about it makes me crave for it..

China is super bored because they banned Facebook, Twitter and also Blogspot.. So, I spend most of my days going out and sight-seeing.. Wait till I settle everything, I will blog about my trip..

Stay tuned!

Loving all of you

2011-03-20T10:49:00.010+08:00

So, I will be going to China tonight for 10 freaking days. And that also means that no facebook, twitter or whatsoever. How to survive you tell me! I finally completed my assignment for this semester and I can go for vacation without thinking about my assignment. Hahaha.. I will so miss all of you here.. I wonder if my luggage exceed the weight limit but hey, I think I didn't bring much things also.

It's been so so long since I last post any pictures. Yeah, picture-less post.. As usual.. But no, today, I've insert some picture..

My love.. So long didn't post his pictures already. Haha. Can you all still recognize him? This was taken during CNY in my granny's house. I will definitely miss him so so much.. As mentioned in the last post, he gave me surprise. I really love him for the surprise and also being him. Yes, sometimes, we argue and I was furious. But in the end, he will show me that he love me with his whole heart which melts me every single time. As usual, I will learn very much from the arguments that we had. Our relationship will be strong.. I promise you! I love you!

Pictures of ma buddies!! My very loyal buddy that stayed with me through thicks and thin. And he is turning to 21 this year!! Hahahaha.. Too bad, no available.. Or else I can introduce la.. He will help me to hand in my last 2 assignments. Muahahaha.. I think we need to take more picture, LOUIS LIM!!

Yeah! My new come close friend.. When we were on facebook chat last week, we tried to arrange some meet ups but turns out that our time is not compatible. So, we said we will meet up when I come back from China. However, fate makes us meet for 3 times this week which is out of our expectation.. And I really had lots of fun hanging out with you, SHINNIE! Don't be too emo k and all the best for your exam.. You can only emo when I'm back coz by then, I can be there for you.. Lol..

Xanne, Wan Huey and I.. We've been hanging out quite often recently together with Shinnie.. Too bad, I don't have a picture of the 4 of us together.. We should take more pictures together next time.. I don't care.. It's a must.. Muahahah.. We've clicked quite well that we got things to talk when we meet and then continue in twitter.. Nice one!

Acting cute la this fella! It was taken in Pavilion some time ago which I also forget when liow.. Ma buddy.. I've spent time with her almost everyday. (I didn't meet my boyf everyday also) I wil sure I will super miss her.. Her lameness and everything about her.. OMG, I sound so gay already..

Us together.. Lame but happy as always!!

This is her in girly attire.. Hahaha.. Very very seldom will get the chance to see her like this.. Exclusive for my blog only... When I post this picture in Facebook, everyone is super surprise seeing her dress up like this..

Who is this? This is JUN!! Jun, Jun, Jun.. My new classmates for this semester.. Very funny and also very helpful.. Having so much fun with her this semester.. But next semester, we will be apart again.. Never mind, will definitely stick to her la.. Hahahah..

And lastly,

My surprise.. The surprise is the camera and the other one is the external charger that Jun help me buy.. I love this 2 item so so much! Thanks lao gong and also Jun.. Yes, a DSLR is the surprise that ma boy gave me.. Happy? Yes of course but kind of worry as well because I'm so not used to DSLR.. So, my G12 fly away already.. Gotta fully get use to the new baby.

Don't you think my charger is very nice? Super love it.. Gotta doll it up when I have the time. It is the generous type and not the selfish type.. Lol..

I WILL DEFINITELY MISS THE ALL OF YOU.. I WILL MISSED OUT LOTS OF FUN THESE 10 DAYS.. AFTER I'M BACK WILL BE EXAM ALREADY..

LEONG WAN HUEY, PLAN SOMETHING FOR HOLIDAY PLS.. THANK KIU VERY MUCH.

You make me smile once again

2011-03-17T21:15:00.004+08:00

Greetings!

I've been rushing for my assignment like a mad woman. It was a frustrating weekends that I've been through just for the China trip. Anyway, everything will worth it when I'm having fun overseas.

Recently, I've been arguing with my boyf for some matter. I was so upset by the fact that he is not trusting me. Therefore, I'm angry at one point but then cool down in a while. Anyhow, I cannot bear to be mad at him. And yes, he deserve it because today he gave me a big surprise.. Lol.. I'm happy once again... I'm kind of suspect it when Wh actually tells me a little about it. Haha.. But due to the arguments, I didn't ask so much.. Thank you Lao Gong!!!! He is so sweet to get me big present every year!! Hahaha. Although my b'day is another month to go, but this is enough for me already. I love it when he always gives me surprise. And surprise after argument is a bonus.. *loves*

I bought myself an external iPhone external charger with the help of my friend, Jun. It was a generous kind because it had so many different type of charger.. I wanted to buy the selfish one (for iphone only) but after seeing Jun's charger, I think I shall buy the generous one.. Hahaha.. It is a term given by Jun and it is copyright.. I guess I own almost everything that I've been dreaming of. And the last one will be graduate from Advanced Diploma smoothly. I will post up pictures of my pressie and charger soon..

Stay Tuned!!

Weekends with the love one, ASSIGNMENTS

2011-03-13T11:42:00.002+08:00

Morning everyone!

My weekend is gone!! GONE!! I was drown with lots of assignment.. All I do everyday is wake up, shower, facebook, breakfast/lunch/dinner then ASSIGNMENT!! How kua cheong can that be? Last week, last week to finish my shit loads of assignments. Help help help.. Someone just do it for me la.. I will thank you very much.. I just finished ONE.. How la? CONTINUE LO!!

Last Friday, I planned to do my assignment for the whole day but to my horror, period decided to visit me that day.. Ended up lying on the bed the whole day due to bad cramp. All thanks to the contribution of McDee's sprite. Yeah!! One day gone!! Then, yesterday, I spend some time in Midvalley's Education Fair with my brother. I'm the one asking for him and it looks like I'm the one going to study. Everyone is approaching me.. Asking me which course I'm interested in.. Lol.. I look like I'm just fresh graduate from SPM huh? Haha.. Tak tahu malu.. Worst thing in Midvalley is not the crowd but I had 2 meals in less than 3 hours.. That is scary.. Maybe due to period so I eat more lo.. No harm kua.. Lol.. I tell my friend in fb saying I'm gonna skip dinner.. But not only I had my dinner but also supper coz I'm super hungry in midnight.. Gosh.. Something is wrong with me already..

Anyway, no more talking crap because I have to get back to my lovely assignments.. I'm so gonna love you, my dear assignments, midterm and presentation.. Muackss..

Buh-bye my friends..

The oh- not- so- stressful week

2011-03-05T13:23:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!

So this week, I've hand in 2 assignments which is on Monday and Thursday.. Phew!! It was a struggle for me to complete the assignments. Then I watched movie twice with the buddy. Hahaha.. Speaking about movie, I find both of the movie is very interesting. Both are movies from different genre and different types of actor/actresses. Ok ok, I've yet told you all what movie that I watch.. It's Burlesque and Black Swan. I enjoyed Burlesque because of the dancing and singing part plus most importantly, JACK.. He is my new love now.. Hahaha.. He is so cute that makes me melt instantly. I find Burlesque's storyline is not exciting enough because it seems to be very flat. It is kind of predictable type of movie.. That is my opinion and you don't have to be agree with me.. As for Black Swan, it scares me.. A LOT.. The split personality thingie makes the story scary.. But overall, it was nice. Oh, and I respect Ballet dancer so much because it is so hard to dance and so painful..

Rui Xanne, I'm definitely proud of you and respect you for your love towards dancing and ballet.. Hahaha.. I don't think I can do it.

I bought myself a very large luggage bag.. I am truly happy because it is red in colour too.. Haha.. happy happy.. I went to Pc Expo held in Midvalley yesterday. Erm, it is more like a pasar to me because the place is small and too many sales person. I barely can walk.. Plus nothing to buy inside. It is mainly laptops, printer, camera, a little bit of pendrive and printer. That's all. Buuut, to my horror, my baby external hard disk's price drop until RM 179.. That is so so cheap.. So, I am thinking whether to get a new one.. Lol..

Now, I have a sudden craving for buffet since buddy have been tempting me to go to Tao.. I like being spoil with lots of choices. But often, I cannot finish it which also another reason why I didn't go for buffet often.. Buddy, when want to go Tao? Make it b4 my trip to China perhaps?

The life of a student

2011-02-27T14:56:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone! It is another HOT SUNDAY.. Not only hot.. Is super hot!! Weekends is not fun because I spend the whole Saturday writing for my papers. A marketing analysis. I'm sitting in front of my lappie like a dungu for whole day. A whole 12 hours.. However, that is the price to pay for going out on Friday.. I meet up with darling Pinkie on Friday in Midvalley. I miss my darling do much.. Although we got nothing to buy, but we enjoy shopping and also the catch up session.. Lol.. I bought myself a scarf/shawl or whateveryounameit.. So happy because I finally buy something to ease the stress me..

Time passed so fast because Velvet been missing for 2 months already. I still did not have the courage to view his photo album because I scared I might cry. Although we move on with life but we seldom mention him. Not because we don't love him but is because we love him too much; it hurts when we mentioned about him.. Ahh.. Life!! Things, people, pets will come and go. Will anything stay for real?

In another 3 weeks time, I will be flying to China. Hopefully everything goes well. I really need a vacation.. So badly..

Anyway, back to another assignment.. Bye peoples, hello assignment..

Valentine's Day 2011

2011-02-20T10:19:00.033+08:00

Wow.. 1st week of class passed in a snap of fingers. Apparently, everything is alright except the fact that we are having individual assignments this semester.. Ouch.. That is so scary. But still have to do it to pass.. Lol.. So, the hard working me and Wan Huey went for the 1st class on Valentine's Day.. Yes, on Valentine's Day!! It was a marketing class and god, the tutor talks to loud. I guess he scared we can't hear him. Finished class early and I'm super hungry so off we go to Pak Li after fetching Xanne. After finishing my slurrp breakfast, we think for so long b4 decided to go to 1U. This is the tough part.. We are having dinner with bunch of friends at night so we got approximately 7 hours to kill.. Omg.. No movies to watch then loitering in 1u all day long.. Muahahhaha.. A lot of people thought it's on the 15th but sorry guys, it's on the 14th.. Next time read properly ya! Jun called and asked if we attend class. Oops, we skipped the lecture instead and she have to go alone.. Sorry.. Wh, Xanne and I walked around 1u for 7 hours.. oops.. Minus the part that we rest in McDee and also MPH.. Lol.. In the end, Shinnie arrived and joined us in mission of waiting.. Hahaha.. And finally, it's 7pm so we settled down in Nando's because we didn't want to pay for overpriced dinner.. Let pictures tells you the story..

My Valentine.. Muahahaha..Epic I know..

Me!!

Xanne with her sweet sweet look.. Suits Valentine's though.

My 'mother'.. Valentine's without my 'father'.

Valentine's friend, Shinnie.. Coz we know each other on Valentine's Day.

All time camera ready, Choon Mei

Meatball, Madeline.. Hahahahaha..

Food finally arrived. And the blocked me on purpose.. So bad!

Even when we are super hungry, we still want to take pictures 1st..

The evidence.. Die die also want to take picture..

Ini princess so happy to finally see the food's arrival.. Actually, me too coz I'm very very hungry that time..

After dinner, dai lou and 2 yi lai take picture.. Cool huh? They can actually live happily together..Jealousnyer..

Notice something? They have the same smile.. Cute..

When we are too full and got nothing better to do, we play with hair.. Oops, or should I said Madeline?

Let me introduce to all of you our MANJA queen, MADELINE.. She has this ability of manja-ing people and melts people's heart.. I think I have to learn from her so that I can manja my boyf..

Peace 1

Peace 2

Peace 3.. Same pose, same smile and of coz equally cute as well...

This one no need to say lo.. 2 word, ACT CUTE.. Muahahahaha..

Ah Mae kena bully because she manja too much.. They cannot tahan her..

Lastly, normal group picture..

Ta-da!!

I guess all of you must be wondering why LEONG WAN HUEY will be my Valentine? Coz we've spend 2 Valentine's Day together.. Last year and this year. No, I did not break up with my boyf. It's just that he is too busy and we both thinks that we don't have to purposely have dinner on Valentine's day. It is just another overrated day.. I guess enjoying it with my friend will be equally the same right? Well, few of them ffk-ed us because the got the wrong date.. Lol.. So, next time it is.. So, on Valentine's day, I know a new friend which is Shinnie.. She is so nice and easy-going.. I guess all of us have lots of fun together that day. looking forward for the next outing..

The end of 1 month holiday

2011-02-12T13:50:00.003+08:00

Now, my sweet, boring, hot and you name it holiday is coming to an end. Tomorrow, YES TOMORROW, I will go back to KL.. Hello to busy and super jam city and byebye hometown and also super jam city!!

Ironic huh? When I started my holiday, I wanted to go back to KL so much to just be with my friends.. And now, after one month, I wish to stayed home with my family. Dilemma wey!! But anyway, I still have to go back. Back to the arms of my love one and also my lovely buddies. And just in time for Valentine's. I guess the boyf and I will not celebrate Valentine's as I'm having class on that day itself. We will see how.. Maybe there is a surprise? Maybe not.

Time passed real fast and it's time for class again. I hope college will be kind to us and send us some kind lecturer so that we can finished a very relaxing short semester.

Another headache stuff which is packing. So many things to pack. Then when I'm back to KL, I have to unpack again. Ish.. So mafan.. Is there any machine that can help me pack and unpack? Someone pls invent one, thank you...

I miss my boyfie!!!!!!! Fast fast come and find me!! muahahaha

Happy Chinese New Year, peeps..

2011-02-07T10:56:00.006+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! Sorry, I've been busy these few days with family.. Lol... I had fun gambling with my family and I lost.. It's ok cause I only gamble once a year.. Boyf been so nice enough to come to my house almost everyday.. Hehehe.. Happy me.. Now, everyone back to work again and I remained lifeless holiday.. I want to meet up with my friend.. I miss them so much.. One more week to go.. Valentine's Day plus college resumed day.. I guess I will see you all there..

Boyf and I in my grandma house

Daddy and brother.. Look at how much he grows..

Daddy and sis..

Daddy and I

The siblings.. *loves*

And lastly, house decoration..

Where is my CNY mood?

2011-01-31T11:11:00.003+08:00

Morning peoples!

CNY is just around the corner and I definitely not feeling it yet. Yes, it is getting worse each year because I don't have the excitement to celebrate it. Mainly because I've grown up? Or just the environment changed? Or just the fact that I had a painful lost in December last year? You may have guessed it. It's my pet dog, Velvet. People may think, it is just a dog.. Why feel so sad and bothered? You can always buy a new one.

NO!! It isn't the same, ok. It is my dog and it's been in the family for 10 years. He grow up on my family and also learns from us. He is different. No other dog can replace him. Really.. I guess you must have a pet yourself so that you will understand how it feels to lost it. This year is definitely different without him. Arghh.. Enough of the emo thingie.

My brother will not be back for CNY.. He will only come back after CNY with his wife aka my sister in law. I think I've mentioned it before right? Then we will all be busy with his wedding which took place in May. Oh ya, did I mentioned? I will be going to China with my parent in March.. to meet the in law family. Lolz. I guess I need some time away from Malaysia. I feel so suffocated with things and problems. It is just things that I should deal with but sometimes I'm just plain tired. Sigh.. Life life life.. Just have to deal with it.

The boyf came the last 2 days to accompany me. I miss him so much that I keep on bug him to come.. Hahahaha.. He spent the full 2 days with me and I'm loving it. Too bad, he still have things to do today which also mean he will only be here on CNY.. The evil him did something hilarious yesterday. I sleeps in the upper part of double-decker bed so people don't usually go or sleeps on my bed because it's troublesome. I went into my room wanted to asked him to go for dinner. But he is nowhere to be seen. Then, I realized, something is weird about my bed. Yeah, he hide there. Covering himself with my blanket and also taking the bolster to block himself. I went and open the blanket and he burst into laughter. He is so cute, aint he? Hahaha.. He did it for the second time in my study room. I had a mattress lying against the cupboard and there is some space between the mattress and the door. Mind you, my door is open. I went into the room and asked my sis where is him? My sis casually said he went downstairs and burst into laughter. I smell something fishy going on and my instinct asked me to turn around. Ta-da.. There he is, hiding behind the mattress.. I really don't know whether to be angry or laugh at his action. But his action definitely melts my heart. When he is here, I didn't use my laptop at all. I've had him to accompany and do crazy stuffs to make me laugh then why should I need a laptop for? Oh, I miss him now.. Very very much.. Another reason for me to be anticipating for CNY..

The crazy and happy day

2011-01-25T16:58:00.016+08:00

Yesterday marks one month of Velvet's missing. Sigh.. I'm sad but life stills going on. He will always be remembered.

Louis asked us to go KL yesterday to shop. Since I ffk them last week, this week I make an effort to go. I wake up around 7am to prepared and then headed to Port Klang KTM Station. That stupid station's Touch N Go machine is not working and caused me to missed the train. In the end, I have to wait for another half an hour. Sorry Fai for keep you waiting. Finally meet Fai Fai in the train and time always passed faster when you have company. We reached KL Sentral in a short while. We meet up with Wan Huey there as she sent Erika to KL Sentral to take board on the train to Ipoh. Louis came a moment after. The 4 of us happily started our journey to shopping.. We first went back to Danau Kota to fetch Rui Xanne and then off we go to Times Square.. On our way to Xanne's house, we saw this..

There is horse in it.. I casually said to Wan Huey, "Kesian that horse.. They have to stand in the same position until they reached their destination." And she burst into laughter and asked me to take this pictures of them.. We were dead hungry so we rushed to BBQ Plaza to had our brunch. Again, we ordered the Express Lunch set and in the end, everyone is so so full. Which explains the behaviour below.. Muahahaha.. I don't see any link of that post with Brunch..

After brunch, we went shopping in Times Square.. Louis is the one buying things. I did bought something too which is a shawl. Dead cheap ok.. RM 10 for a shawl and it is my favourite colour, RED.. I know my sis won't buy this kind of colour so I bought it. Louis is so happy shopping for his CNY.. He went into one of the shop and make us waited for very long thus the picture belows explains all..

This is the expression of waiting for Louis.. Xanne, Wh and I waited for Louis outside the shop for so long so we decided to camwhore..

Wh trying to look as fair as Xanne but seems like FAIL MAX..

This is the shot we all love so much because we happens to make faces at the same time. Finally, Louis bought his shoe and joined us. And I guess Fai Fai seeking for attention or he just plainly wanted to be extraordinary.. But definitely fail again..

After that, Xanne left for high tea with her friends so there are only 4 of us to continue shopping.. We passed by the main entrance and saw the decoration. We decided to stopped by and take pictures..

I must admit I admire his acting skills.. He can really act well and he looks like he is from zaman-zaman dahulu.

We managed to squeeze in and we looked so small hiding behind him.. Expert in camwhore.. Don't siow siow..

This is funny because Wh forced Fai Fai to take our pictures and then thus, the happy family is here again.. Louis seldom smile that broad and nice so this is memorable.. After all the picture taking session, we decided to drop by Sg. Wang to sing k. Fai tried very hard to stopped us from singing k but he cannot changed our determined mind.. Hahahaha. When we wanted to walk to Sg Wang, it rained heavily until we have to choose alternative ways which is MONORAIL. But after we reached Sg Wang by MONORAIL, the rain stops. $^#$@%@^$* Ok la.. Bear with it lo..

Inside the k room, ini orang patern liow liow.. Hahahah.. We enjoyed singing k so much and Xanne joined us back later and we had so much fun..

Btw, I also saw a promotion in Greenbox which is people who was born in the year of RABBIT get to sing k for free until February I think. My boy was born in the year of RABBIT so I'm definitely bringing him to sing k la.. After he is not that busy.

While Fai is busy singing, the 3 of us decided to camwhore sekali lagi. Don't you think that Wh looked like a vampire? With her lips super red and super sexy.. *vomits* Ok, minus the sexy part. I love taking pictures with my babies.. I realized we didn't really take pictures for such a long time already.

We even take pictures when we are waiting for the lifts.. Hahaha.. We sing until 8.30pm then cannot tahan liow, have to ask the person for bill. Something funny happened when the lady come and clean the table. Louis is singing a hokkien song and she stayed to listen to him. Then, we all laughed when we see that and distracted Louis so he couldn't sing well. Of course, we laugh out loud after that..

The final pictures in the k room which Wan Huey required me to take. And after much attempt, we finally successful in taking a clear and nice pictures. There are lots of blurry one before this because they just can't stop moving. Ad guess who we saw there? It's Yu Hang.. hahahah.. Like that also will meet her.. She is in the next room.

And lastly, a group picture of us.. The end of shopping day..

I reached home at 10.30pm.. It's late I know and my lovely boyf come and pick me up in Wh's house then send Fai and I home. So sweet of him. He then stayed in my house until 12am.. I miss him so much because I didn't get to see him for so many days already. We did cuddled a bit before he went back. I'm dead tired but waited for him to go reached home which is 1am. After talks to him on the phone, I straight away sleep jor..

I really missed them when I'm in Klang and glad that we finally meet up. It is a fun and crazy days which lots of funny things happened in the process. For those who didn't turned up such as Cindy, Bobo and Jing Fong, hopefully we can meet again before internship starts. And of course, I'm having so much fun with Xanne.. I think we should do this more often. Don't you think so, Xanne? :)

The ugliness of discount

2011-01-23T15:12:00.003+08:00

It is taken in a supermarket which I will not named. Yeah, they are queuing for Shandy apparently. I am there for this reason too but then I ended up leaving because there are no more Shandy available. Why waste my time standing under the hot sun? This part of people is only half of them. The other half was standing under the hot sun. Wow, the power of discount.

I failed to get the Shandy but I got few cartons of Carlsberg for my brother's wedding.. Yippie.. The feeling of victory. Coz some people couldn't get when I was queuing to pay. For the nasty supermarket who didn't have enough supply, don't sell.. What is the point when all the people is pushing and pulling to get it? Then no point having discount when all you got is not enough. The ugliness of business because they were rather seeing people rushing and pushing and all just to buy their discounted product. Eew.. Very bad..

Today is definitely a very hot day because when I sleep in the afternoon, I sweat. Ok la, I did set the wrong time for alarm so I wake up later than I'm supposed to be. Then still wing wing dei from sleep.. I hate hot weather seriously.. I also don't like rainy days because it makes me wet if I want to go out. I know I'm hard to please but I myself also don't know what I want..

Tomorrow will definitely be a better day because I'm meeting my buddies.. *loves and joys* Muahahaha.. Gotta spend a whole day with them. Oh my god, I'm missing them as I'm typing this. Yeah for tomorrow.

Memories..

2011-01-22T22:24:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I've been too free.. Minus the times when i help daddy and mummy in pasar malam/pagi. Therefore, time other than helping daddy is used to read things that I write 2 or 3 years ago. I realized, lots of things happened in these 2-3 years. Arguments, made up then arguments again. Hell, my life revolves around arguments. I had plenty of arguments with my boyf alone. There are lots of things to complain and upset. Now I remembered, it is not easy for us to come until this stage therefore I must appreciate it. Of course, there were this huge arguments with one of my friend. It was until a point where I feel I totally lost myself and I don't know who to trust anymore. It was a very down moment for me because I was so confused with all the peoples around me. Anyway, it is over and i find it entertaining when I read it all over again. Some are the things that I totally forgot about it. Memories.... Amazing isn't it?

I don't remember if I post it but I did jot down my thoughts on peoples and life. I've been thru lots of ups and downs. Yeah, you must be thinking, how much a 23 years old can go thru? I bet my life ain't easy because of the failure that I faced and every other problems. I definitely fall more and also gained more.

However, everything of the above makes me realized that FAMILY is always the best. No matter how, they will stood by your side no matter what. I really love my family despite losing one of my dearest last month which is my Velvet darling. He is definitely one of my family and I missed him so so much. Every now or then, things will reminds me very much of him. Now that he is gone, all we left with is memories with him. I do hope that he will be in a better family although I will curse that family for kidnapping him.. Definitely learn more and become more mature in everything.

Tomorrow will be family day because I'm going to supermarket with parents and siblings to get CNY stuff, drinks, snacks and etc.

I'm not emo ok.. Just thoughts..

xoxo, Ling

Just another LAME post

2011-01-19T11:17:00.002+08:00

How's holiday treating you so far?

Mine was alright of coz with a lot of missing..

I miss my BUDDIES so much..

I miss all the CRAZY time we spent together..

I miss my BOYFIE.. Although we just met yesterday..

But we used to meet everyday.. Lolz

Finally, I unpacked my clothes, wash them and arranged them accordingly in my wardrobe..

Fun and happy to see my things so organized..

The Boyfie came yesterday and we spent some quality time together.. Hehe

CNY is just around the corner and there are lots of things to be done.

Till then, have fun peoples..

Getting high..

2011-01-17T21:40:00.003+08:00

Second day of holiday.. I'm still doing nothing much except catching up with friends and also family.. *loves* Yesterday, I went to the airport to send my cousin who went to New Zealand. I guess she reach there safe and sound already.. I had a small bbq session with family plus boyf.. It is so fun. My brother got inspired to have a bbq session when he saw mum is doing kuih kapit. So, we bbq 17 chicken wings and some breast meat.. We had fun chatting and making fun of each other.. Somemore feeling super full. After bbq, we all clean the things and floors happily.. Hahaha..

Today, I went to airport another time to send my brother because he is going to Vietnam. No worries, he will be back again soon with his wifey aka my sister in law. I've been sitting in the car half of the day because after going to airport, daddy went to Assuntha to get some document certified then to Petaling Street. I saw a very very cute Chip Chip luggage in Petaling Street!! I want!! No time to ask for price.. Will do it some other time.. I need a big big luggage when I go to China in March.. Feel like packing the whole house.. No la.. Kua cheong only.. Maybe whole room la. Hahahaha.. Can't wait to see my brother wedding picture.. And also my sister in law..

I guess I should start unpack tomorrow or my sis will kill me!! Lolz.. And also I realized my hair is very long now I feel like cutting it.. Yeah!! Cut hair! Favourite but usually will regret after that.. Hahahaha.. I'm super high now..

My boyfie change my line to prepaid without telling me 1st.. Ish ish.. But still need to change it sooner or later.. No choice.. But he should inform me earlier la!!! Hmmph..

Beautiful Saturday

2011-01-15T09:26:00.003+08:00

What a Saturday morning.. Facing notes since 6am.. Btw, today is my LAST PAPER.. Hopefully I can apply what I've studied.. Exam stress me out until pimples also pop out already. The consequences of not preparing for your exam early. Hahaha..

After my paper, I will be heading home.. I miss home.. miss my family and of course my Toshiba baby.. I wonder if my brother still at home. Hmm..

I didn't post about my previous paper which I think is disastrous. I did study for it but I didn't even thought that the question will turned out like this. 30 marks for a question? That's insane. I don't know if things I applied is correct but I really hope that I can pass.

Mr Lim, can you be kind enough to at least give me a pass? Thank you very much.

I can smell my holiday now.. Wakakaka.. I wonder what should I do during my holiday.. CNY shopping? Spring cleaning? Or vacation? Arghh.... Can't wait for my holiday.. Countdown to freedom.. 6 and a half hour to go!! Yeah baby.. Freedom is waiting for me!!

Day 3 of exam.

2011-01-11T21:23:00.004+08:00

Day 3 of exam.. I realized that I've stressing out for exam this semester. For the past exams, I'm ready for exam most of the time and not as stress out as this time. Yes, I studied and memorized but then I'm so scared that my mind will go blank in the exam hall. I'm so nervous while waiting outside the exam hall until I cough non-stop.. By the way, I've not been sleeping well yesterday night because I not yet memorized everything. I wake up at 3am to continue my studies. Then went out with ma buddies to study then to college.

Thank god, questions is straightforward. Thanks, Ms Theresa.. I managed to answer all of the questions.. However, my stomach feelings unwell since morning. At first, I thought it is me being nervous but the actual fact was, PERIOD... Yeah, came at the wrong timing. I'm having stomach cramp and my waist also pain the whole afternoon.. Even at this moment when I'm typing this. Arghh.. I still got 2 papers. Can you just let me finish all my papers 1st?

I guess the answer is NO coz you are here already.. I have to deal with you anyway. Hopefully, you are being good after resting for a day.. Thank you for your cooperation.

But the pros of having period? More attention from the bf because he come and find me plus buys me gummy bears.. Because I want to drink pearl milk tea but he doesn't allow. So he substitute it with gummy bears. Only he knows me the best. Love him max! When I miss him, I will eat it.. Hahahahaha.. And hopefully it will ease my cramp..

First day in exam..

2011-01-07T21:09:00.002+08:00

Now, I'm watching Korean drama and totally don't have the mood to study because I feel so exhausted. I finished my 1st paper which is Statistic feeling exhausted and couldn't put in anything else into my brain. I decided to rest tonight and study tomorrow. Not that English is not important but I was too tired to study.. Statistic really takes up most of my brain juice today. I went into the exam hall feeling extremely nervous because I'm so worried that I don't know how to do. In the end, I don't have enough time to finish all the question. Blame it all on the graph paper because the box is so small and very hard to calculate. Anyway, what is done is done.. Let's just pray that I can pass this paper.. *keep my finger crossed*

I miss home!! I want to go home and enjoy my holiday with my family. CNY is approaching and I will love to spend it with my love ones. I miss Velvet out of sudden. My 2011 CNY will not be the same anymore. There will be no more hugging Velvet because he is too scared of fireworks. And also decorating his lovely home. I will definitely feel the loss during CNY.

Because of exam, I didn't meet my lovely boyf for so many days already. I miss him so much.. I miss having him with me. I miss all the moments spend with him. He is been going through tough times at this moment because of work. I'm not there for him but I will give him moral support of course. I hope he will go through this soon enough and gained back himself.

I love you, lao gong!! Muackss..

Exam is just around the corner

2011-01-05T20:12:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! From the title, you are aware that my exam is approaching.. I've spent these few days studying my statistic. Thanks to kc, I've learned a lot about statistics. However, it is very exhausting. I've use lots of brain cell these few days.. Hopefully, I can pass my exams with flying colours. I cannot accept failure anymore.. Just said I kiasu.. I admit.. I have to be kiasu to graduate in time. I don't have any time to waste anymore..

I've been practicing a very healthy lifestyle. Sleeping early and wake up early.. I'm having weird dreams recently until I cannot tahan lo.. The most recent1 will be I went back to Klang during weekdays and I'm very very scared being caught by my dad. So, I have to sneak here and there.. Walao.. Go home also so kesian.. Maybe I miss home.. I've stayed home most of the time.. I actually enjoyed it.. Lolz..

Arghh.. So many days didn't see my boyf already.. I miss him so much.. Wonder what is he doing now.. Ish ish.. Tak biasa la.. But then have to study.. No choice.. See you again 1 week later baby.. :(

Stress ah!!! Wa very stress!! Who can save me? Who can help me??? Exam and also problems that keep knocking on my door.. Haiyo, can I ignore? Leave me alone la.. Very hard meh? I guess so.. Anyway, I've learned things the hard way therefore its time to close the door of my heart.. Because you don't deserved it!!

Happy New Year

2011-01-01T14:17:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!!

You must be wondering how I spent my New Year Eve, right? Well well well... I spent it at home talking on the phone with the boyf.. Hahahahah.. Lame, I know.. Since it falls on a Friday so I thought why not come home.. I didn't want to squeeze with people outside as I'm not feeling that well recently.. I scared I might faint anytime. Lolz. For the first time since Diploma, B5 did not celebrate New Year together.. But I know our hearts are together for sure..

Brand new year, brand new thinking.. I've learned to accept the fact that Velvet is gone for good. But the memories with him will always be with me.. Never change..

I love you Velvet!!

As for now, I will not have any pet because losing it or watching it die breaks me into pieces.. Maybe, in the future I will get a pet but definitely not now.. My boyf asked me to buy tortoise as a pet because they can definitely live longer.. I wonder.. Hahaha..

I shall leave the past behind and look forward.. My final's is approaching and I have yet start studying.. That is so normal for a last minute person like me.. However, I hope I can change this very bad habit this year.. I should plan my works accordingly.. And also to blog more..

So, I guess it's time to study.. Bye everyone.. Enjoy your New Year!

How do I live without you?

2010-12-31T09:20:00.004+08:00

It't the last day of 2010. Seriously, 2010 has not been good to me. Finally graduated from Diploma and continued my Advanced Diploma. I realized that Advance is so much difficult and need more effort. But good things is I get a bunch of new friends. And totally glad because that happened. Other than that will be seeing my friends flies oversea to further their study. Yes, I'm talking about you, Woon and Tian Long.. I miss all the times we spent together. Without the both of you, there is less joy and laughter.. Looking forward for your return.. As for Hee Boon, I'm sorry because we didn't spend more time together and I will try to make it for you in 2011.. Pinkie darling, how could I forget you.. I will definitely meet you up after my exam.. Ah, friends do come and go.. You will have new one in your life but you will also have someone who leave your life. That's life.

As for relationship, well it is consider ok despite we have arguments over the year. But that is consider normal for a couple right? Boyf been working very hard this year and managed to fulfill his target for this year which I'm truly proud of him. Looking back, it's been 2 and a half year we've together and seriously, I never thought I will be in a relationship for this long.. Lolz. But the truth proves to me that I can.. I really hope next year will be a better year for both of us. Love you, lao gong..

Finally, family.. I guess 2010 is really not a good year.. Brother been coming home lesses than previous years and then daddy is sick.. Now, even my lovely Velvet is missing. But but I guess 2011 will definitely be better as Ko will get marry next year.. If I ever have a wishlist, it will be to have my Velvet back. Then, a very joyful and prosperous year for my friends and family.. I learned that this is the most important things in life rather than wanted to buy this and that.. Of course, I still have something that I wanted which is my G12.. Wakakakaka..

Yesterday, I was so moody and gloomy because I dreamed of Velvet. The dream is like this, I walked into my house and saw my Velvet. I asked daddy, Dad, Velvet is back!! I feel so so so happy and went to hug him.. When I was about to ask daddy how did he come back, I was awake. It hits me real hard because it is just a dream. I almost cried because it is just like giving me hope and then taking it away. So, I started my day feeling sad. I rarely talk to my friends in class and when they asked what is wrong, I couldn't tell because I feel like crying.. I just don't understand why, why do you want to take other people's dog? I will not use the word steal because they might be kind to save my Velvet from being ran over by cars. But then, don't you think their family will be extremely worry about him? Whenever I talk about Velvet, I feel like crying.. I guess I just have to accept the facts now.. It's been one week already.. I need more time.. and it will be best if I could turn back time..

Sad Christmas

2010-12-24T20:15:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!

But I'm not in Christmas mood. As you see above, it is my Velvet. I got the bad news today that he is missing. Right now he is still missing. I wonder where is him now.

Velvet, where are you? Can you come back now? We all miss you back home. It is so quiet in the house without you.

I cursed the people who take him away. People who take him away is a fucking thief. I cursed you go to hell if you don't return my Velvet.

Ugly truth

2010-12-18T09:50:00.003+08:00

Things turned out to be pretty ugly when people started blaming each other. No matter it's relationship, friendship or family, blaming eventually destroyed the relationship.

Blog is a very good place to express feelings as well as to find out the ugly truth. Yes, the truth is very undeniable and unacceptable because it tells things that every one didn't want to face. On the other hand, blog is also another tool to destroy the relationship. Hahaha.. Sometimes, knowing too much is not a good thing. There will be no U-turn and things will just become worse. I read this from Twitter, "when everything is not right, then go left." It is funny when you read it, but how many people can actually manage to go left in the right time? How many people will be willing to accept their own mistakes and apologize? People are born to be ego at times.

You will say, no, I'm not ego at all which a total bullshit. Every one has the ego in them. It is just the matter of showing it to others or hiding it deep in your heart. But no matter how hard you are trying to hide, it will still shows to others obviously. You can go out and ask anyone, who did not want to win or become better than the others? This is also why competition happens all the time.

Anyway, friendship turned out pretty bad. And eventually become worse. I'm not going to blame it on others saying who's fault and all. But I'm just going to express it. It is not anyone's fault when I don't agreed with her style of doing things. Maybe it is my problems because I'm the one who cannot accept it. Plus the overnight mahjong session is seriously killing me. I'm sick and have to go through the whole night listening to mahjong's sound and also people talking out loud. As a friend, I thought you will stand up for me at that moment by asking your brother and colleague to be slightly quiet but no, you did nothing but joining them. Do you know, how much I suffer by wanting to sleep so much but I couldn't? The feelings is truly sucks. The aftermath of the mahjong session? My sickness become worse. I had sore throat, cough and also flu. I have to attend 8am class straight until 3.30pm. In the end, I think my blood pressure become low and head become extremely dizzy. I cannot sleep even though I finally can sleep kao kao after class.. Suffered for the whole night.. However, you did made some changes by talking to your brother about the mahjong session as our exam is drawing near. I truly appreciate that. I do feel that we are drifting apart. What can I do to save it? Nothing because you are drifting apart yourself. Feeling disappointed? We all are.. So, moving on is the only options..

After the problems with friendship, I seek comfort in family and relationship. Boyf has been sick for the whole week now and coincidently, I'm sick too, 3 days after his fever. He is thoughtful enough to take care of me and asked me don't eat this don't eat that.. Oh, did I tell that my period came the same day as my sore throat? Which worsen my sickness and makes me super duper suffer. Hahahaha.. Get all the care and attention from boyf makes me happy enough for the whole week. However, when he get back to work, attention that I get is lesser. But never mind, as long as he is healthy,that makes me happy.

As for my family, I called daddy and manja with him saying that I'm sick. He too asked me to drink this and drink that. Muahahaha.. The surprising part was, when I came home yesterday, I get a big bowl of chicken soup from my aunt because she heard that I suffer from low blood pressure again. Thanks aunty for the soup and cousin for bringing it over to my house.. I'm truly blessed to have all the love and care. I know I do sound a little spoiled but hey, everyone loves to be spoiled right?

And now I have to off to writing script for my radio programme. Take care everyone as the weather become moody nowadays. One moment sunny, another moment raining cats and dogs..

How's your weekdays treating you so far?

Happy weekend!

It's time to wake up

2010-12-12T09:50:00.002+08:00

Holla~~ I've been missing since internship incident. Well, I've calm down and also enjoyed my week because Kama Satwan is not around. I had a week to be free from assignment apart of Monday.. Not gonna elaborate.. Anyway, I went sing k,catching up with HK drama and window shopping.. Seriously, I want Starbuck's tumbler but the one I like is out of stock. Ish x10.. But think properly, if I found it, will I really buy it? I wonder..

My elder bro went back to China this morning. Left the rest of us to take care of everything. He manage to settle everything b4 he left. I'm so happy to have him because he loves us and take care of everything for us. Therefore, in order to repay his kindness, I will study real real hard.. I PROMISE!! It strikes me after the internship incident.. It's time to wake up!!!

I'm down with flu right now.. Why now? Arghh!!!! I still got shooting tmr.. Why why why? Ish ish ish~~~ Geramnyer~~ My neighbour is renovating their house.. Again~~ Everytime when I'm having holiday or come home during weekend, renovate. I ada fate dengan renovation meh? I hate hate renovation because it makes me headache... Bla bla bla~~~~

On the other hand, boyf is sick too.. Kesian him. Still not yet recover.. And he makes me sick also.. Bluek! Bad boyf lo~ Now sama-sama sick lo~

I guess I should go and rest now.. Tak boleh tahan liow!!!

BYE!

What does rainbow means to you

2010-12-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

When you see rainbow, what do you think about? A glimpse of hope in dark? I don't know. My feelings for the past few days is like seeing rainbows. Hoping and hoping for something. However, today my hope was fully destroyed by my programme supervisor. I fall from heaven to hell.

About a month ago, she asked us to prepare our resume for internship. We were all rushing for it. After all the resume is sent, all we can do is wait. Finally, last week, 4 of my course mates received calls to go for interview. I still putting hope and waited patiently. I look at my phone every few seconds just in case my calls got missed. Today, my programme supervisor came and give us a brief talk about internship and this is when my hope is gone. She told us not many of us are qualified for internship. And I turned out to be oner of the lucky one that will stay in college next semester. My heart broke into pieces when I heard of that and definitely disappointed. I wonder, what is the use of getting a merit in diploma and keep your record nice and presentable? I'm still not qualified for internship. If from the beginning she told us that we are not qualified, I'm fine with it. But after all the hassle of preparing the resume and spending money on passport size pictures only she informed us about it. I was pissed and disappointed at the same time. I cannot even think straight at that moment. I becomes so moody and totally lost interest in lecture. I envy those who gets to go for internship. But it is a fact now and nothing I can do to change it.

I'm much more better than just now. At least, I controlled my own emotions already.. But that doesn't mean I don't get angry with the person that caused me not qualified for internship. Totally remember the 'favour' from him. Thanks a lot and I will repay if I have a chance.

Now, everything is black for me and I need my rainbow back~

Me.. the usual one~

2010-12-04T14:22:00.003+08:00

I bet most of you miss me.. Hahaha.. It's been very long since I last post any pictures.. As usual, I'm caught up with assignments and this time around, some family stuff.. Anyway, I'm good now.. I will be having one whole week free from assignments because I will only shoot my PSA week after next week. I will plan a little for my last radio assignments but just some light planning. Next week will definitely a good week.. Plus I can get some time to relax and maybe study a little for my upcoming exams.

Things have been out of hand recently and that makes me so frustrated. I seriously don't know what else I can do anymore. Frankly speaking, I'm so stuck in the middle and really don't know what I should do.. Someone pls help me!!!!!!

Yesterday, I argued with the boyf and for the first time in our relationship, we actually let it off without discussing it. Seriously, I don't know what I did wrong.. Maybe I sounds too harsh about his plan but that's me. Plus I'm so tired. I don't know why he cannot accept the harsh side of me. It's like part of me. Today, he is not ignoring me but at the same time not being too friendly like usual. Fine, time will heal and if it is not, nothing I can do. Yeah, it did hurts me.

I'm determined to practice a healthier eating habits because I realized that I've been easily fatigue and that is very bad. I also need to do some exercise I guess.. Hopefully I can find time to do it..

On the happier note, I actually passed my TV midterm which makes me relieved a little. But I know I have to work hard for my final.. So far, only the Statistic midterm disappoint me but that is what I deserved for not studying hard enough. But look at the brighter side, my assignment marks is satisfying so far..

Weekend is love~~

I need time machine!

2010-11-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

Unpredictable.. Who would have think it will happened? Non of us has actually predicted it.. Why it will turned out this way? No one knows..

Sigh.. I really really hope things will turned out better or at least back to the time when nothing happens..

I need miracle or maybe a time machine for me to go back and change everything before it is too late..

Hello everyone

2010-11-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, sorry for being hiatus.. Lol.. I've been so tied up with assignments and family stuffs. It's weekend but I didn't get to sleep late coz Velvet came into my room and bark till I'm awake to let him out. Good day it seems, being waken by my doggie.

Yesterday, I attended a talk by Ms Loh's friend, Mr Benji Lim, a director in Malaysia. He involved in 15 Malaysia's project and also made a few independent films. He really inspired me a lot because he shared his experience about being a director. He said, we must think and support our points with facts. I think what he said is true. Now, I will try to see things from the different ways. Thanks Ms Loh for inviting us to the talk.. *smiles*

I've been hooked up to mahjong lately.. Hahaha.. My housemates and I are playing with it to release stress. But it didn't involved money. I don't have lucks in gambling I guess..

When? When only I will be free and stop thinking about productions? Seriously, Advanced is not easy.. I guess I have to start studying now.. The only things that makes me feel better is my assignments marks..

Pictures? Maybe later.. Lolz.. I don't have time to take any picture at the moments..

Coincident of the day..

2010-11-20T18:31:00.003+08:00

Life is full of coincidence.. If it is not coincidence, I would not have met my love. :) Anyway, today is not a day to talk about my love.. Lolz. It's a bout coincidence of the day.

Yesterday, I was supposed to go home at 4pm but due to the boyf have some work to do, we have to go home later. He fetched me to Puchong because his client wants to see the house. We waited and waited but no signs of his colleague and client. I on my What's App after so long and get a msg. From my buddy, Chung Weng.. And that msg is sent at September.. Hahahaha.. I replied him only to realized it was a "expired" msg. We chatted for a while and it's nice catching up again. I miss him, really.. It's been really long since I last saw him..

I was happily browsing thru people who used the same application and holla, I found him. The long lost friend aka ex, Wei Lun.. Hmm.. I have his number but I scared he is no longer using that number so I didn't call. And that's it. We lost contact. I decided to send him msg and waits very long fro his reply. I off it and was busy with my dinner when I got home. Later, I on it back and saw his reply asking who am I. Lolz. I answer, I'm vling. Still remember me? Guess what is his reply? Sorry, I'm his gf. He is not around. Anything I can help me? ......... Awkward situation that I'm stuck in. I replied, just a long lost friend and surprise seeing him using the same applications. Coincidently meeting him in What's App and coincidently chatting with the gf.. Anyway, today I browse thru facebook and found him. Added him and chatted for a while. I wonder, will he refuse to be friends with me anymore? I don't know. By chatting with him, memories flows bits by bits. Ah, nostalgia..

Coincidence brought me chatting with three of my friend yesterday. First, Pin Xien then Chung Weng and lastly Wei Lun. I realized that I have been living in my own groups of friends for too long. It makes me forget my other friends. I guess it's time to catch up once again buddies..

My boyf got a little jealous of me chatting with my ex.. 2 somemore.. Lolz.. But if it wasn't him, I will not on my What's App.. Should I thank him? Lolz

So, this is my story of coincidence..

What's yours?

:)

2010-11-17T15:44:00.001+08:00

Will blog once I'm free..

Stay tune!

bla bla bla

2010-11-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

I survived my radio rehearsal today.. Things is kind of messy but it is consider a quite last minute work.. The story is kind of new and fresh for me. Hopefully we will do it better for live one next week.

I tell you some funny story.. I have this lecturer who adds us in Facebook. He is my lecturer since last semester and coincidently I failed his subject last semester. I don't why I fail and my group of friend all fails too.. Hahahaha.. This semester, we are lucky to have him again as our lecturer/tutor. He changed our lecture time to 8am and I cannot get up for so many weeks. Then every few days, I will see him cursing people who didn't attend his lecture.. Cute-kan? I also think so lo.. I will try my best to attend lo.. Janganlah curse curse always.. Better study for all the subjects now..

My lovely lappie keep on hang recently.. I pun tak tahu kenapa.. Haiyo.. Very mafan lo.. How? Is it install to many software? Or what? I pun dunno lo.. Which computer expert is kind enough to check for me le? Oh ya, ko is coming back. I can ask for his help..

And and, my temper macam bitch lo.. Menstrual cramp.. That's y.. so bear with me la.. I also very tired lo.. Everyday moody then feel like killing people.. haiya.. Sien max..

RM297..

2010-11-05T11:27:00.003+08:00

This baby is sent to Canon for repair.. Thanks to sis friend who being playful.. It took Canon 5 days to send me the quotation for the repair. It costs RM297 to repair it.. Luckily they said can collect it next week. Or else I'm sure gonna fuck them gao gao.. See la, reapir a camera also so expensive. It's like 20% of the camera's original price.. Wow, if it's my baby G12, how much will it be? Ok la, I changed my target to G12 because it can take HD video and I seriously need it..

I had my tv presentation yesterday and it was a nightmare. We do everything last minute and it was such a mess. We left out lots of important things. We did not attach cover to the proposal and left out some shots. This is the first time we are doing it with Pn Khaza so she didn't scold us. I guess the next time, we have to plan it properly.

I came home yesterday and my house is such a mess. It is under renovation. Dust is everywhere and we cannot go out because the cement is still wet. Lots of things need to be done. I have midterms and assignment due-ing next week. Hectic life..

This is my dog, Velvet, just in case you don't know. Don't be fool by his innocent face because he is very naughty. Sis and I have to bath him today. Daddy is the one who do it all the time but he is not feeling well today so sis and I did it. He bully us because he is not scared of us. He splash the water all over sis and I and didn't want to sit still to let us bath him. After that, sis dry him using the hair dryer and he tried to run away.. See, how naughty he is. Only dad can control him.. Lolz..

Things has not been going too well this week because my work is done properly and there are just some problems occur.. I just hope everything will be ok soon enough.. Life is really unpredictable and so do I..

Dear Diary

2010-11-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Oops, I'm so into my self introduction assignment. Anyway, that is how I do my assignment. I hand it in this morning and I'm very very tired. There are some problems with the assignments so I have to do it all over again. Lolz.. But it's ok.. At least I put in efforts. I'm so tired that I slept in my bf's car the whole journey from gk to tian hou temple. Seriously, I'm like pengsan already. I cannot even wake up when I reached my destination. In the end, my bf went to the temple alone while I continue to sleep in the car. Geng right? I know.. Shameless.

I sleep the whole afternoon and finally wake up to online. My elder brother came and msn me. He asked me about my daddy's condition. I know nothing about it. Then my brother asked, did you go home last weekend? I said no..Immediately, I called my sister. She explains a little and I asked her to online. There we are, having family discussion thru skype. I'm dead worry about daddy right now. Hope he is ok. His report is not out yet and he needs to go thru check ups. I hope I can be home at this moment. I can't because I'm having presentation this coming Thursday.. Sigh.. Daddy daddy, pls be healthy.. Don't fall sick ok.. I love you very very much..

Say cheeeeeeeeeeeeeese

2010-10-26T21:44:00.015+08:00

Say cheeeeeeeeeeese everyone as Pizza Hut introduced new Extreme Cheesy 6 Pizza. From the name itself you can guess it.. There are 6 types of cheeese in it..

*Pictures credits to Pizza Hut*

You must wonder what types of cheese that they added into the pizza.. Here is it..

Cheddar

Mozzarella

Parmesan

Provolone

Monterey Jack

Romano

I bet most of you only know 3 of it coz I'm one of it. Lol. It amazed me how 6 types of cheese can be melt together.. And it taste like heaven.. It is so tempting and I cannot help myself to give it a try.. As you know, SHARING IS CARING so I decided to tried it out with 2 of my bestie. *excited*

Mushroom soup

7 up Revive

Garlic Bread

Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeng.... Here is my love, Cheesy Chicken.. *loves*

I wanted to try all the flavor but I couldn't finish it. Such a waste. So I can only choose 1 out of 3.. *look at the other 2 flavor sadly*

Pictures tells everything..

My buddies did looks like a kid stealing some pizza.. This is how much we love it..

She forced herself to hold the pizza and tried very hard not to eat it.. And did you notice, there is a bite missing.. She secretly had a bite.. Oops..

Orgasm face.. That is how heavenly it taste like.. *applause*

Double layer extreme cheesy 6 pizza.. This is our own creation which shows our desire towards double layer..Yummeh..

Me with the hero of the day.. It really make my day as I'm satisfied and extremely happy.

If only I can have it all by myself..

Delizioso is the only words that can express my feelings.. Eating is my passion although I cannot eat much.. But I like to try new food after being influenced by my friends. But I'm kind of disappointed because the staff did not wear the full cheese uniform.. *sad* They only have their apron on.. Anyway, the pizza itself already filled my sadness because it is so hard to resist and be sad when having a full cheese pizza in your mouth.. Although it is sinful, but it is tempting as well.. I bet there are lots of you out there cannot resist it..

DELIZIOSO!!!

Last but not least...

I’m crazy about Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese!

Who can help me?

2010-10-24T14:10:00.002+08:00

All these time, thinking is so much easier than doing it. You can say whatever you want without knowing if you can do it or not. But now, I'm having difficulty with thinking. As I mentioned in the previous post, I need to come up with a idea about self introduction for my individual assignment. Now, I realized I did not truly understand myself other than having bad temper. I don't know what to do and stuck with no idea at all. So how? I don't know.

Things are not going my way because I faced obstacles with every single thing I do right now. I did not want to complain because I remembered how one of my friends used to say about my bad habit of complaining. Complain but did not do anything to change it. So, I will not complain. Because complain alone will not change anything but only make me feel slightly better. I wished I have more patient towards dealing with people. Plus, my sleeping time is reduced so I'm more grumpy than usual. I want my stuff to be done earlier but I just couldn't get the idea. Can I just go somewhere to find some inspiration? I need it very much now, seriously..

I regret wishing for production last semester. There are too many production now that we practically ran out of idea. I admit I'm not a very creative person and I'm only good at words so I often polish people's idea rather than coming with a new one. My idea will only be out on a very rare occasion. Maybe by travelling to other places brings more inspiration? But I don't have any time to travel right now because due date is approaching.. Sigh..

First encounter with contact lens.

2010-10-21T18:14:00.003+08:00

Please ignore my face.. Focus on my eyes.. Hahahaha.. I finally gained the courage to put on the contact lens. It took me about half an hour to do so. My left eye is playing a fool with me. It is so difficult to put the contact on.. When I finally put it on, my boyf called and told me he reached already. I decided to go out with contact. Then, I realized it is a mistakes. I'm tired and the contact lens make my eyes so uncomfortable. Soon after I reach my boyf's house, I took it off. I think I have to wear it often to make my eyes used to it..

I'm having my 1st presentation yesterday. It was quite ok and I feel so tired right b4 the presentation. I got 16 out of 20 and honestly, I'm a little bit down at that moment. But I'm ok now.. It is mt fault anyway for getting low mark. I was never good in presentation and I guess I need to brush up my own presentation skills. I need to gain the courage to speak in front of people. Sigh..

I'm still not used to 8am class and this week, I'm having 5 days of 8am class. There is a talk in college hall and I decided to skip it. Last time I attended the university talk and it bores me to death. I feel cheated therefore I skipped this one and went home to continue my beauty sleep. And I have time to clean my room and the living. Feeling happy right now.. Hehe..

Yesterday, boyf give me back the Samsung eggshell phone and I insert the new sim card. He said, you know, that guy's number is still in the phone. I looked at him and said, really? I thought he is joking coz I've deleted all the numbers inside. Then he showed me.. It is in the speed dial.. Hahahaha.. He shoot me the jealous look. I can't help but to laugh. He is so so cute. I have to sayang him back for being so cute..

Another problem is assignments. I have to hand in my assignment very soon but I still don't have any inspiration. Who can help me? Self introduction but we can do it in a creative way. Not like my name is bla bla bla and my age is bla bla bla.. That is so primary school feel..

Please dear friends, help me by telling me what do you think about me.. I might gain some inspiration from there..

Lucky day in Ikea

2010-10-17T21:52:00.003+08:00

You did not see it wrongly.. It was TUN DR MAHATHIR with MY DADDY.. Look at my dad's happy face, you know it is true. Lolz.. Today is supposed to be normal family outing to Ikea to look for the light. We are renovating our house so we need to survey the lighting as well. While waiting for mummy who happens to go to washroom, siblings and I actually saw Tun Dr Mahathir. We don't know how to react and wanted to call daddy who is sitting in another side. Nope, we didn't so anything because he is walking pretty fast and we lost him when mummy finally came out. Later, we saw him again and daddy is so excited. He went over and take picture with him. Which also explains the picture above. I was a little bit shy so I didn't step up. We continued to walk around and then we met him another time which also the last time. Dad encourage us to go and take picture with him. And we did. Bro, mum and I went and took picture with him but sadly he didn't look at the camera because there are so many camera there. Anyway, it was consider a lucky day because I didn't get to meet him at all during his time as a Prime Minister. Anyway, today is a lucky coz in the end, I get to eat my favourite Teppanyaki..

Where is my sunshine?

2010-10-15T23:31:00.004+08:00

Looks familiar? It is taken in Pavilion's Forever 21. I went there with Erica yesterday. It was a very nice chatting/shopping day where we spent our evening having yummylicious snowflakes and shopping.. College is hectic for me because of 8am class. I feel so tired and lazy to do anything after class. Which also explains the delayed of my assignments. I should get it started b4 everything is too late.

I've spend 3 days out of 5 days with the boyf. It is nice and relaxing being with him although he is answering phone calls non stop. That is his job and I cannot say anything. Lolz.

I'm still madly in love with G11.. More than my boyf.. *evil smiles* Just kidding. Of course I love my boyf more. But I can't stop thinking about the camera and wanted to lay my hands on it.. Oh gawd, it is so tempting that I even have the picture of G11 as my lappie's wallpaper.. The power of love..

I've been living in gloomy mood recently because I'm extremely tired. My sleeping time is so messed up because I have morning class then I took my nap in the noon and ended up cannot sleep during night. Lolz.. So, my mood is like a roller coaster. When will the sun shine on me again? I don't like gloomy mood. Missing the bubbly me..

Love at first sight

2010-10-12T22:38:00.006+08:00

PowerShot G11

PowerShot G12

I'm aiming for either one of this camera above. It was love at the first sight when I saw it in the shop yesterday. Previously, I was aiming for PowerShot S90 but I'm falling in love with G11 now.. At this moment, I don't have the cash to buy it so I just have to post it in my blog so that I have the motivation to work and get it.. Wait for me baby.. You will be mine soon..

I will not go pro like Wan Huey but at least learn the basic of it.. Lolz. I have Wan Huey to teach me a little here and there. So I guess it is alright for me to buy something more than just a digital camera. Work work work! Have to be motivated to work.. But also cope with studies at the same time.

Wonder when will I be together with my love at the first sight? I just can't get my eyes off you..

PMS

2010-10-09T10:31:00.003+08:00

This week is not a good week for me. I quarrel with my boyf 2 days in a row. I don't know it is me who is not considerate enough or just because PMS kicking in? Yes, I'm in very bad temper these few days because of PMS. I don't know. Not being able to see him makes me feels so insecure. I'm not clingy types but it just makes me so fucking insecure. I hate it when I started to be clingy. I will be demanding and when he cannot fulfill my demand, we quarrel. I hate being free all day without nothing to do. Then, I will call him and when he is not free to entertain me, I will be frustrated. Oh PMS, please go away as soon as possible.

It's been 2 years plus we've been together. Not a very long nor very short period so it often brings me lots of questions. Will I spend the rest of my life with him? Will he always love me like he does right now? How much can I accept if changes happens? I guess we will see then..

The only things I can be sure of is he is the one I love right now. Nothing's gonna change that.

A little about my life..

2010-10-07T15:52:00.002+08:00

Holla everyone.. Told ya, it was a stressful week. It is just week 2 and we are showered with a lot of assignments already and due dates is also approaching. And I get a very good news.. I will have to attend 8am classes for 4 days continuously. This is because my group is lucky to picked up 10am class on Thursday. But still, 8am class is killing me. I wake up late today because I didn't hear the sound of my alarm. Luckily Yogurt called and I managed to wake up. This kind of incident didn't happened to me before. I attended class for 1 hour plus and back home again. Which also explains why I sleep from 10am till 3.17pm. Hahaha.. I'm too tired and having period cramp, that's why.

Yesterday, I was talking to the boyf on the phone. He said something about the dream that he had earlier and I asked him what is that. He said he will tell me later and I keep asking. In the end, we had a row and I'm so so tired to actually react anymore. Is it him or me? What is wrong? Sien max..

Survived week 1

2010-10-02T09:24:00.003+08:00

Week 1 of college is over.. I guess the coming week will be hectic because assignments starts kicking in. Throughout this whole week, I've make a few friends and also spend lots of quality time with the boyf. Lots of things need to be done. Internship starts next semester and everything have to be done this semester.. Sigh. Where is the list SSSH? Slow as usual..

Yesterday, I went to airport twice. Lolz.. 1st time is to send Yogurt they all as they are going to Kuching for holiday. It was fun because I could speed up to 160km/h. The boyf is not with me because the car cannot fit so many people.. Hahaha.. But the journey back is disaster.. I missed a turning and I went all the way to Puchong and stuck in a jam. hmmph.. Then, the boyf and I went to airport again to sent his off. It was a tiring journey and we went back to Klang after that. I sleep after fetching bro from tuition. And I only wake up at 9pm.. Hahahaha.. Boyf went back around12am. I wanted to wait for his call but I'm too tired so I fell asleep. He called and I mumbled all the way.. Hahahaha..

And today, I wake up feeling tired but couldn't sleep any longer.. Sis went to Cameron with her ex-colleague and I'm left home with my younger brother.. Hahaha..

Crazy timetable

2010-09-29T21:03:00.003+08:00

My schedule is finally out but I'm not happy with it. 4 days of 8am class plus 2 days of 5 hours straight of class for 1 particular subject. How suck can that be? Most of my lecture and tutorial class is in Q block. Oh my god, that is really really far.. Matilah saya.. When assignments start, I'm dead for sure.

I can't believe I still have to attend English this semester. So, I attended English today and it is boring.. 1st, lecturer is a Sue Soh num 2 minus the overacting part. 2nd,she discuss about meetings and only meetings. I almost fell asleep in the class. But she is kind of unique tho because if someone communicate using language other than English,in the following week, that particular person have to sing a song in the class. I think assignments for this semester is kinda heavy too as they carries lots of marks.. Hopefully I can survive thru semester 2..

Yesterday, I worked in Harvery Norman in Midvalley but under Papago lo.. It's an easy job as I only need to serve the customers. Plus it's a Tuesday so there are not many customers. Hehehe.. In fact, I've watch several movies there such as Ong Bak 3, Shanghai Noon, Madagascar 2 and Shaolin Soccer.. There are one stool there and the staffs there are so friendly to let me rest.. I've met few new friends and they are so kind to have lunch with me.. *happy* Due to the wrong shoes, my feet is full with blister and it hurts badly. New semester starts already so hopefully I will still have time for some part time jobs coz I wants to spend my own money.. I just feel that I should reduce some of my daddy's burden because my younger brother is going to enter college soon. Right now, I pray for a good results and also for my brother so that he can really study hard and get good grades..

Holiday.. byebye

2010-09-25T10:11:00.003+08:00

My holiday is ending soon.. Which tomorrow will be the last day.. Happy to go back to college or want longer holiday? I don't know. Holiday has not been good because there are lots of things happened. And most of it is unhappy things. Maybe starting a new semester will helps a little. Hopefully I don't have to change class.. *prays*

Yesterday, I was 'surprise' by boyf's sudden visit. Not a surprise tho because I knew he will come. Just don't know what time. Lolz.. So, his surprise failed like previous times.. But the thoughts that count so I'm happy also. Mum wants me to blend the orange into juice and I make my boyf do it.. Evil me.. I did offer to help but he didn't want me to. So, I just stand beside him and chat with him. We went jalan-jalan in Aeon and he bought me gummy bears. *loves* He left around 8 something because of emergency but I'm happy spending some time with him..

I'm going back to KL tomorrow night.. I miss my buddies.. so much..

The happy me..

2010-09-22T11:48:00.002+08:00

This is my new hair cut. Not much difference but my front hair is shorter and my split end is 80% gone. Which makes me super happy. I was so annoyed by the frizzy and bristle hair and not forgetting, full of split end. Anyway, I finally had a very nice sleep. That also makes me happy and the negativity inside me is all gone.. I get myself a job yesterday.. Oh, money to shop again.. Double triple happiness.

2010-09-21T13:11:00.003+08:00

Can I sleep peacefully? I've having insomnia for few days already. My body is really tired but mind just don't let me rest. I just want to have a good night sleep. I just hope I can just sleep and never wake up so that I can escape from REALITY.. Reality is cruel as always. What is done is done.. Nothing I can do to turn back time. Even if I want to, things will still be same..

I hate holiday now.. just this moment

2010-09-20T15:10:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, I hate holidays because I will be in hometown and away from my best friends. I miss hanging out with them and talks particularly everything.. Whenever I'm down, they will be there to cheer me up. Lame jokes, foul languages and etc will makes me happier..

Anyway, receiving calls from Yogurt cheers me up a little.. Told ya, friends ease the emo me..

I guess this holiday is tough for everyone because too many things happened. It forced us to get out from our comfort zone and face the reality. Hardly can rely on people to solve it for us. Hopefully new semester gives me new hope..

Mixed feelings

2010-09-17T16:56:00.003+08:00

I come across this pictures when I looking at my old pictures.. This is one of my chemistry experiment during A Levels.. Colourful isn't it? How nice if life can be that colourful? Yesterday, I attended my relative's funeral. He is not a close relative to me, just know who he is. He died of heart attack in front of a shop near his house. It was so sudden and unpredictable. I never like funeral because it always means someone dearest to me left me. Recently, I've been emo-ing because of things that I read in facebook. I feel upset because of less contact and all the weird status update. It feels like I know nothing about him. I don't know. I didn't want to ask or confront because it will only ended up with me thinking too much.

I find that there are always a season for something such as breaking up season, involve in a relationship season and etc. Recently, it will be having an affair season. Hahaha. Few friends around me is having an affair. I don't get it. What is the excitement of having an affair? Why people have to be that greedy? One is not enough? It will only hurt your partner then why do so? One of my friend's friend broke up with her bf because he is having an affair. I thought they were so loving and the bf love her so much. It is such a waste that they broke up. I don't know who to blame in an affair issue because both parties thinks they are right. Relationship is complicated. That is all I can say.

Finally get my IC done today. At least I did something during my holiday. I guess staying at home too long will caused me to be emo. Sigh..

What a lazy bum I am

2010-09-15T11:40:00.002+08:00

I look like I just woke up after hot sex and stole my boyfriend's shirt to wear. Nope, it's mine.. This is one of the things that I splurge during my stressful exam week. I forgot to bring my clutches back so I wear it just like this.. Hahaha.. Holiday is a bit boring for me because I tend to be too free.. I stayed in front of the lappie too long that I find it quite boring. Then, I start reading my new book and I finished Mini Shopaholic in 3 days.. I also tried playing The Sims 3 which I kind of enjoy. But somehow, I got stuck in building my dream house. I don't know what kind of design I wanted yet so I left it unattended.

I also started to watch Korean drama that I borrowed from Hui Bee before exam. I tried very hard to concentrate on the subtitles because they speak in Korean and the subtitles is in chinese. I tried my best to connect the words I know so that I know what is going on. It is not an easy task for me because Chinese words that I know is limited. Lolz. Yeah, I don't know how to read Chinese but I'm learning. I can speak well but just cannot read.

Finally, I hide my lazy bug and start cleaning my stuff that I left there about half a year. I throw away all of my notes but keeps my assignments because that is my hard work.. I even throw away lots of things such as receipt, name cards and wallets/purse.. Phew, after 1 and half hour later, everything is done including vacuuming the room. I'm happy because I got extra space to put things.. Guess mum and sis will be happy seeing it too.. And and I found RM50 in my drawers.. Yippie, extra cash.. I wonder if I hide any money anywhere?

Shelter of my life

2010-09-13T11:56:00.004+08:00

I barely mentioned about my family in my blog. And here it is, my family photo during my convocation. My elder brother actually flew back to Malaysia just to attend my convocation. I'm mad happy when I heard that. I'm glad that all my family members loves me and pamper me like a princess. I'm the third children in the family so I'm having an elder brother and sister. I was the lucky one being pampered because I'm the younger sister so I gets all the privilege. Even my younger brother also pamper me because he will listens to me whining and settle my problems with the lappie. Recently, we had a new activity which is singing.. Lolz.. Both of us is having holiday at the same time and we can hang out together.. Or else I will be bored to death. Of course I got one more family member.. The most recently one.. Or should I said ten years ago..

Yeah.. It's my velvet doggie.. Love him max!

The day we reunited again..

2010-09-11T19:06:00.008+08:00

2 days ago, Pink came to Klang and stayed with me.. She asked me to go Nilai at first but I just came back to Klang that day itself.. So, it is kind of impossible to leave again as my parents will nag me non stop. She drove all the way from Nilai to Klang just to meet me.. Owh, I'm so touched. *loves her max* I went to Klang Parade and get her because she is not familiar with Klang. We talked non stop since I get into her car. That night, we actually chatted and watched drama together until 3.30am. It was a really nice catch up because we were both busy and couldn't find the right time to meet. I miss her so much and meeting her makes me feels like having my other half back. I've been missing a piece of myself. Lolz. She completes me.. Ok, I sounded like a lesbo but we are not. We updates our life and tell all the stories to each other. In the end, we dozed off because I was still suffering the aftermath of a trip. We shared a single bed in my study room.. Hahahaha.. Sorry darling, make you squeeze in a single bed with me. But I enjoyed the intimacy.. Oh my, I sounds lesbo again.. Nehmind, I'm willing to be lesbo with her.. LOlz.. The next morning, we woke up pretty early and had breakfast. Surf the net for a while then shower and off we go to Pyramid. Shopping is also a must do during our meetings. We actually went with my sis and her friend but we went separate ways. we tried on clothes and took pictures like how we used to. It is a really nice catch ups. We even met up with Alex and his friend, Morgan. Both of them are so kind to drop by Klang and catch a movie with us. The 4 of us had bah kut teh for dinner and we are 4 happy people again. The bah kut teh is yummylicious. We went to Aeon to watch Resident Evil 3D. The story line is so so and I was freezing inside. The person in front of me talks so loud. Don't he realized that he is actually in cinema? Gosh! Oh, Jerry did joined us for movies. Pink went back to Nilai after that because she actually forgots her charger. Hmmph.. We hugs each other goodbye before sending her off to Klang Parade again.. I'm so gonna miss her.. But she promised me that she will come and find me soon.. I'm waiting..

Fitting rooms of Forever 21

Like the poses

Lighting here is cool..

Self shot..

Love you darling

I shall see you again very soon

Freedom that I've been longing for..

2010-09-09T21:23:00.015+08:00

To celebrate my FREEDOM, I went to Genting with my gangs. We took crazy pictures, plays crazy rides which is not crazy at all, casino (3 of them underage) and watch television together.. We had a really fun 3days 2 nights. Coincidently, there are warehouse sales in Genting.. From the previous post, you all should know that I'm being so crazy and shops all the time. I have the urge to buy everything.. I went crazy over the sales and wanted everything.. But, most of the things that I bought in the end is for my boyfriend.. Arghh.. I only bought 1 belt for myself and that's all.

Today, I went to KLCC before coming back because there are a book fest. And I come back with 3 new books and RM99 poorer. Sad...

I'm tired today so I will blog again another day.

Group picture

Louis being isolated

Triangle love

Looks like kissing

Showing off our jersey

All the countries

Louis looks like being forced

Wan Huey is always weird

Self entertain picture

Self entertain picture num.2

Act innocent

Happy 3 friend

Act cute..

I'm going CRAZEE soon

2010-08-31T17:01:00.002+08:00

See la.. Ini orang tak mahu layan saya.. Hahaha.. He was actually busy sending message.. I spent some quality time with him yesterday. *loves* I thought he will be working but due to him not feeling well, he went to work later than usual.. I love the feeling of seeing him again after separation for a period of time. In this case, 2 weeks.. The feeling is just superb.. Love it till the max! Cause missing each other adds some spice to the relationship. And I got pocket money from him.. Hehe.. Coz I kinda overspend this 2 weeks la.. Exam stress caused it so it's not considered my fault right? pheww.. feels better..

Today is National aka Merdeka Day.. Everyone went out and I have to stay at home to study.. Pity me.. I'm having another paper tomorrow morning.. I guess, burning midnight oil again tonight. I want my beauty sleep la.. I miss my boy boy already.. I don't want to study for exam already.. I want to shop shop shop...

Get over with it

2010-08-28T18:53:00.003+08:00

As days passed by, I only want to get over with the exam. I feel so hopeless in this exam.. All I want is to get over with it. First, I did not attend classes as assignments is taking up most of my time. Even if I attended, I cannot concentrate because I'm very tired. So, how not to worry? In the end, I didn't score high marks for course work for oarticular subjects. I also didn't really know what am I studying. Time is not enough and I feel tired all the time.. I know I cannot blame anyone for my poor time management but I never imagine advanced diploma will be that hectic. Now, I thought, is it a bad decision to continue with advanced? But it's too late to regret now.. Just can pray that I pass..

I wonder, is it because this semester is a full theory semester which makes us feel so hectic? Memorizing is my thing but I do not like memorizing notes for 5 subjects. Plus the exam schedule is crazy.. I'm having paper on SUNDAY morning. Yeah, you read it right.. It's a SUNDAY.. Wow, rushing for Raya also no need to have exam on Sunday kua. Anyway, nothing we can do to change it.. So just bear with it. I will be finishing my paper this coming Thursday but I will be dead tired by that time because I'm also having paper on Wednesday. Freedom is on my way now..

I think I under extreme stress where I cannot sleep at night and then I have the urge to shop. People who know me well enough will know that I usually won't have the tendency to shop.. So, I guess I'm really under exreme stress.. Who want to sponsor me cash so that I can shop after exam?

The week of hell..

2010-08-27T11:10:00.004+08:00

It was few days ago when we went for group study again for final exam.. 25/08/10 is the day I'm having my first paper.. It was a very stressful paper because our tutorial is mainly about checking the assignments. I have no idea how the question will be asked and how we should apply the examples. Memorizing all the steps is not easy as it is a total stranger to me.. Words used is of course deeper than those when we were still in diploma level. After all the hardwork and memorizing, we finally sit for that particular on 25/08/10 at 2pm. I feel like falling into hell the moment I read the question paper. I know how to answer but not all.. I only can hope that I can pass this paper.. I've done my best already..
See, how hardworking I am.. Haha.. I'm not pretending for the photo sake but I'm really doing my own notes. The picture is taken by Yogurt for for fun because studying for long period of time. I want to be away from exam.. I don't have the mood to sit for exams anymore. I just finished the 2nd paper yesterday and there are 3 more to go.. How am I supposed to cope with the stress? I wonder.. This is the most stressful exam I've been sitting for so far. Now, I realized that diploma is easy compared to advanced. Maybe it is because I still cannot adapt with the sudden changes, that's why I'm feeling very stress.. I just need some time to clear my mind and concentrate.. On the other note, counting down for 3 more papers and I'm free like bird. Freedom, I love you the most..
Finally, this is another picture of baby Jennifer.. It is also the last night she stays in KL.. She went back on Monday evening. I kind of miss her now.. I wonder when will be the next time she come to KL.. She is very active and fun to play with. The only problem is very hard to capture her picture. I forgot to put the camera into kids & pets mode so most of the picture turns out blurry. No more playing with baby once coming home.. :( But never mind, we will meet again for sure, baby Jennifer.. Miss you!

Jennifer aka Chen chen in the house..

2010-08-21T17:34:00.002+08:00

That baby Chen chen aka Jennifer.. She smile but didn't look up thus the outcome.. Lol. Fyi, she is Yogurt's niece and she is here to attend her mother's convocation for Master Degree together with her granny.. This is the second time she is here and she is definitely and absolutely better than last time.. At least she let us carry her and play with her.. She reached KL around evening on Thursday and from that moment itself, we start playing with her. She is so hyper active.. Good things though.. Anyway, she's been good girl on Thursday night.. But disaster struck on Friday morning when the adults is preparing her for the convocation. She cried out loud until everyone in the house is waken by her. Reason why? She is still sleeping and someone changed her clothes and wakes her up. She cried continuously for half an hour.. No one can shuts her up so I'm awake at 7am in the morning. She went out with her granny, uncle and aunt at 7.30am and everyone had peace at last.. Lolz.. I tried to sleep back but failed so Yogurt and I went downstairs for breakfast.. In the end, both of us bought short pants for a very cheap price.. *happy* Anyway, baby is back around noon and once again cried non-stop because her daddy left her on bed.. Hahahahahaha.. No one can shuts her up again and the remedies is her daddy.. I play with her in the afternoon b4 heading back to Klang.. I'm gonna see her again this Sunday when I went back to KL. She will only go back to Johor on Monday night.. I'm so gonna miss her..

Yesterday, I had a row with the boyfriend. I didn't know things that I said hurts him though. I'm sorry, baby.. I've used the whole night to say sorry because I've been avoiding it earlier.. Anyway, we are ok now.. Love him..

I'm so scared now because I'm losing the mood to study for exam as each semester past by. I've been so de-motivated all the time. The workload for this semester is killing me. Maybe diploma is easier which results in me having hard time to cope with adv.diploma. Guess, people have to grow up somehow. *prays hard that I will pass for all my paper*

My Love Story

2010-08-11T20:59:00.010+08:00

I still remember.. That was 2 years ago when I failed my A Level and was forced to make decision between studying or working.. But under my friend's encouragement, I choose to study and so I took up Broadcast Communication. I was actually worried that I might not able to fit in because my classmates or course mates will be 2 years younger than me. I'm lucky enough to have my A Level friends such as Xien Xien to accompany me during my orientation week.

That particular day, I decided to go to Midvalley to meet up with Byron (friends that I've known thru working) and have lunch with him. When I reached Midvalley, I couldn't get Byron so I went to Pizza Hut to have lunch by myself. After I finished my lunch, he called. I went and meet up with him and accompany him for lunch. He said one of his friend will come and join us. He asked if I mind.. I, of course said no, I don't mind. We were chatting and his friend came when Byron finished his meal. Byron introduced his friend to me. I couldn't even remember his name but being polite, I said hi and tell him my name. That is the place where I met him, Midvalley... Byron was rushing back to work after his break and he asked his friend to send me to lrt. I was left with that guy loitering around Midvalley. We did chat a little and he really wants to send me to lrt. He asked me where I stayed and I answered, Setapak. He told me he knows that place and he could send me back straight to Setapak. I wasn't very comfortable with that idea because I only met him for the first time. But I decided to trust him and thank him for sending me. When we left, it was raining cats and dogs outside. He said since he is going to Setapak, he might as well find his friends to yum cha. He called his friend and he don't know how to go to his friend's house. I knew that place because Pinky darling used to stay there. After he hang up, I told him I know how to go and offered to bring him there. I was expecting him to send me back after that but he asked if I would go and yum cha with them.. I don't know what I was thinking but in my mind I thought, why not? Since it's still raining and I didn't want to get myself wet so I went. He introduced me to his friend and we had some short chat. While he was away to the restroom, his friend asked me, how long have you been knowing him? I answered spontaneously, I just knew him few hours ago. His friend was shocked and asked him another time to double confirm when he came back from the restroom. He said yes, we only knew each other few hours ago. After chatting and all, we left. He send his friend back first and while waiting for a car to reverse, I actually asked for his number. He gave me of course and that is when I finally remembers his name. Jerry because he said, do you know Tom and Jerry? I'm that wicked and intelligent little Jerry.. Hahaha.. It was funny. I really thought he will send me back but no. He asked me if I would like to go to Connaught pasar malam with him? I was texting with Pinky and she said she will be going there too.. I was so excited to meet her so I agreed again. But when I reached Connaught, Pinky darling said she cannot come because Liang went to KL already.. Boo~~ The both of us walk along the pasar malam akwardly because there are too many people in Connaught. An hour later, we finally done exploring the pasar malam and left. This is the time where he offered to bring me to a place that have a nice view of KL.. I don't know why but I stupidly agreed to go with him. It's actually quite late already and Byron start calling me. He asked me where am I and I said I don't know. I told Byron that I'm still with Jerry. He of course worry sick about me. Jerry brought me to this housing area where it's a condominium and we can see the KL view from there. It's quite cold too.. We chatted about ourselves from study,relationship,work, family and etc. Basically, I knows everything about him in a day. He was so comfortable with me until he told me almost everything about him. I did share a little about myself but not all. He finally fetched me back and I reached hostel around 12am. Yeah, when I reached hostel, I find it pretty freaky that I will go out with a stranger until so late.. He called after he reached home and we chatted for a while. I was so tired so I went to bed after talking to him for a while. What freaks me out is he said he said he had feelings for me the 2nd day we met. I didn't know people can develop feelings in such a short time.. Jerry come and find me every night just to have dinner with me.. And we were officially together on his 21st birthday, 07/07/08..

When I recall back the day we met, it makes me feel that it is FATE that brings us together. We were 2 people from different places and background and it is impossible to meet. I'm studying and he is working. We don't have the same friend circle except for Byron. Coincidently, we went and meet the same friend at the same time.. And now, we are celebrating 2 years anniversary and still counting on. Throughout these 2 years, I actually learned how to control my temper and how to communicate with my other half. I feel loved all the time and I still do right now although we will have arguments sometimes. Frankly speaking, he was very very good to me and sayang me alot.. With only one phone call, he will be there for me no matter what happened. If I wanted to go anywhere or do anything, he will try to arrange his time for me.. He will always try to get me things that I like without any complain. He will work hard to make me the happiest girl.

I know sometimes I'm not matured enough and only thinks about myself. You bear with my childish attitude and willing to stay with me through thicks and thin. You treat just like I'm the most precious things in the world. Here, I just want to say, I Love You and will always do..

To readers, don't go out with strangers until so late because you will not be lucky like me to meet a good guy. Lolz.. So, this is my love story.. What about yours?

His 21st birthday..

In my house.. Too free XD

Our couple ring..

Us with our chip chip..

My convocation..

One week full holiday..

2010-08-03T17:57:00.002+08:00

Last week, I've been down with fever. Last Monday, I wake up with mild fever but still go to college. I attended class from 10am til 6pm. But when night reach, my body temperature rises and I had headache. The very bad news is, I have to hand in my last assignments the next day. With the high body temperature and headache, I have to finish correcting the grammar. Thank god, I finish it in time and get some rest. That night, I was so sick that I couldn't sleep well. Luckily, I got extra care and I've recovered the next day..

The next day, baby come and find me. He brings me to breakfast and ordered wan tan noodle. I couldn't finish it and lucky to have baby finish it. After breakfast, baby brings me to Low Yat because he wants to buy new laptop. We shopped around for Toshiba brand lappie. Lolz.. In the end, he settled for a new lappie. His lappie is mine now while he is using mine. Love him so much. Muackss.

Wednesday, I'm having my last presentation. I'm still not feeling well so I guess my presentation is not that good. I've been sweating and keep coughing. But luckily, everything is over now. That day, I feel bloated with air. When we reach home, I went and vomit. After vomiting, I washed my face and looked into the mirror. I was shocked because there are red patches all over my face. I called baby and he said he will come and bring me to the doctor. Doctor said nothing very serious and the red patches is just aftermath of fever. My fever is on and off so I decided to go home on Thursday. I rest at home until Sunday and finally recovered. But still very weak and couldn't eat much.

I just finish all my assignments and I'm sick. Gosh.. I guess it's better to be sick now than when having final. I sleep for one week already. I feel so much better now.

I'm an official diploma holder!

2010-07-20T11:36:00.010+08:00

I know I'm late by 2 years but at least I graduates right? Lol.. Happiest moments because I finally graduate and together with my gangz.. Since the beginning of my diploma, Louis is the one in the same assignment groups from the beginning til now.. And we manage to sit side by side during graduation.. Xiao Kan, thank you for everything which includes the problems that you bring to me.. LOl.. To my B5-Gang, I love you all so much coz we still stick together thru all the tough moments.. E3 Gang, we will always bring on the E3 spirit whenever where we are.. To Derek and Kc, I'm really glad to have the both of you to brighten up my life.. Love the both of you, housemates! To Jerry Koh, thanks for listening to my whining and comfort me whenever I'm stress.. But hor, I still want my chip chip la!

And lastly, to all my family members, daddy,mummy, kor kor, jie jie and di di for supporting me and be there for me.. Jie, thanks for the flower and sorry because I spoiled it.. Kor, thanks for coming back all the way from China to attend my convocation..

Now that my convocation is over, it's time to go back to reality which is assignments.. Bye for now..

Lim sibling's..

Ling and How(elder brother)

Ling and Hsia (sister)

Ling and daddy and mummy

Ling and Jerry (boyf)

Ling and Louis (Xiao Kan)

Ling and kawan-kawan sekalian

Pictures will be updated soon.. Coz others in wan huey de camera..

Surprise? Not..

2010-07-16T16:47:00.004+08:00

I'm not going to talk about how we meet yet.. Because I'm very occupied at this moment. Tomorrow is my convocation and I got another assignments to hand in next Wednesday. I still don't have any idea how to do it.. And it's killing me.. I feel so suffocated..Things is getting pretty packed up until I cannot breath. Last Thursday, I had my midterm. I studied until midnight but I still don't know what is it about. The next day, I don't know how to answer.. I feel very bad because I realized that I did not really know what am I studying this semester. I'm so blur about what is going to come out for final exam and what we are studying actually. It was very tiring.

How I wish I can take a few days break and be away from college, homeworks, assignments and anything regarding college. I actually set a very high aim for my Advance Diploma because I did not did very good for my Diploma. For that, I feel bad for not giving full commitment in my studies. *cries*

I talked to Kelly few days ago. She congrats me for my convocation. She said she feel glad because I talked to her. When I read that, I feel bad. But everything is ok now... We are friends again. That day, I chatted with few friends that we did not contact for a moments. Surprise! Haha..

Gotta do my assignments now.. I had lots of thoughts recently but don't have the time to jot them down.. Weird thoughts.. Lolz.. I have weird dreams also coz assignments is so torturing.. I had nightmares almost every night. Sigh!!!!!!

On another happy note, my brother is on his way back to Malaysia. But I will not go home tonight. So I only get to see him tomorrow which is in my CONVOCATION! Woohoo~~ My big day! At least feel slightly better seeing my brother and all my family member tomorrow. Anticipating for it.

Wan Huey forced me to promote our PR company.. Lol.. Company that we created just for the sake of assignments.. Our main goal is promote for Polycom where we have to prepare proposal for this product. As a director, I need to see the proposal and agree on it.. While, Yogurt is the PR director and Louis is the Finance director.. Wan Huey will be the advertising director..Muahahaha.. So I can just asked them to do all the works.. (in my dream la) Till then, bye!

Happy Birthday and Happy Anniversary My Love

2010-07-07T20:09:00.003+08:00

Today, 07/07/2010 is my boy's birthday and our 2nd year anniversary. Just wanted to wish him

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

AND

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY

MY LOVE!

Actually, I never thought that we will come this far. Because my past relationship always ends pretty fast.. I really appreciate the time we've spent together and wish he feels the same.. Oh, time flies and we are together for 2 years already.. Maybe in next entry I will write about how we met..

An unexpected day

2010-07-06T01:33:00.002+08:00

I'm now blogging in my room with dims of lights and my sleeping roommate. I went out with my boyf today. A very happy evening because we did what he likes to do rather than just what I likes to do. For those who didn't know, my boyf is just one year older than me which is 23 years old but he has lots of weird hobby.. Lol.. Currently, he is obsessed with chinese tea sets.. Such a weirdo, I know that.. I accompany him to choose and he actually asked me which one I like. He took the one I chose. Sweet! He is so cute when choosing things that he liked. Just like a kid. I like the childish side of him. Lol.. In the end, he bought me my favourite java chips.. Love him til max! But then, I keep coughing after drinking it. Haha..

Two more days to his b'day and our second anniversary. What should we do that day? I don't know. Surprise? Dinner? Cakes? Hmmph. Just let me think about that. I don't even know if he is free on that day itself. This is my first time celebrating 2nd year anniversary. My past relationship didn't get to go thru one year anniversary. I don't know. They just stop at one or b4 one. Weird? I know. So, this is the first, I guess..

My mood is swinging like a bitch these few days. I wonder if I'm having PMS or just plain stress. I'm very happy this minute and then very grumpy the next minute. What is wrong with me? I wonder.

Yes!!

2010-07-01T02:09:00.003+08:00

I've finally completed my last assignments for this week. Well, more to come next week but it's time to relax just a while..I will be going out with bestie tomorrow to chill out for a while.. I'm in super good mood right now which I don't know why.. It's like the 180 degree changes from afternoon's mood. Gosh, I was so stress this afternoon for not doing anything. Tired and not in mood to do anything. But kawanku, Xien Xien made my day. He actually wants to come and find me but I was so tied up with assignments at that moment. Sorry buddies. I actually skipped my tutorial and balik rumah tidur.. Sorry daddy, I'm really tired.. I actually had a nightmare.. Guess what, I dream of the ways to do the communication theories assignment. In the end, I woke up in horror because I haven't started anything. But mood turns better after I came back from dinner and talked on the phone with my boyf.

Talking about my boyf, we actually had a row yesterday but things work out eventually. We are okay now. And of course, it helps to pull us closer..

Anyway, I'm going to sleep now because I have to wake up super early tomorrow.. Btw, I'm having midterm tomorrow morning too.. Insane tutor! Lol.. Thank you gang saya sekalian! Keep up the good spirit! Muahahaha..

Sparks?

2010-06-29T14:31:00.003+08:00

OMG! Another assignment due this Thursday, b4 8am. What kind of tutor will set the time b4 8am? Crazy ok!! I'm so tired after rushing 2 assignments last weekend. I'm really looking forward to go home this coming weekend. I wonder, why can't assignment is as easy as blogging? Lol.. I know it is impossible.. But dream for a while also can right?

As mentioned in previous post, I'm very busy since last week. I talked to my friend the other about relationship. Sparks.. Is it very important? I've been in the relationship with my current boyf for almost 2 years already. Things change from time to time because he is busy with work and I'm busy with studies. We spent less time together and we only met 2 days every week. If lucky, maybe 3 or 4 days a week. Slowly, I'm not his first priority anymore. I understand that he got lots of things to do and I can bear with it. But what I hate the most is, he don't call often anymore. And of I call him, he will brush me off with excuse such as "I'll call you back later, very busy now" That also makes me hate calling him from time to time. Does that also mean that we already lost our sparks in relationship? I've been spending more time with my friends. And now, with most of my friends being attached, I feel so bad sticking to them. It is like being the "lamp post" all the time.. Sometimes, looking at my bestie who jus being in a relationship makes me jealous because I do miss all the "sweet" moment and all the caring thing he will do for me. But, everything changed!

That is so like me.. Life has to go on... Another 2 weeks will be our 2nd year anniversary... Just wait and see..

Assignments is killing my health..

2010-06-27T15:48:00.002+08:00

I'm now in McD Ampang rushing my individual assignments.. Hopefully I can finish it on time.. God Bless Me!! It's been a very tiring week because a lot of assignments need to hand in next week. I just need some time to sleep and to hang out.. I've been sleeping at 2 the earliest this week. People who know me will say, that is so not like you.. But no choice.. I have to.. I wonder how long it takes for me to finish up everything.. I still have to polish my Law assignments..

This is what we do..

2010-06-21T23:28:00.004+08:00

Pose for the camera.. From different angle..

I'm SICK!

2010-06-19T20:37:00.003+08:00

The thought of doing assignments today is vanished when I woke up with a sore throat and later on, flu. I actually sleep early yest (if 12 am is consider early) so that I can do my assignments today.. But.... I'm sick.. I hundred percent sure it's Yogurt's fault.. Nah, just kidding.. So, my assignments is pending.. AGAIN!!!

Sorry to my assignment mates.. (not that they care either that I didn't do, haha) But I will eat my medicine and sleep earlier today.. No more 12am la.. 11.59 ok? Lol..

Whee!!

2010-06-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

I've change my blog template and background.. Feeling very happy because I'm tired of looking at the same old template.. I've done my moral assignments too.. Just waiting for Yogurt's story before I can conclude everything.. Hopefully I can get a good night sleep tonight..

I talked to Woon thru Skype today.. I was happy talking to her again..Lol.. I miss her already.. I feel slightly better when she told me she is doing fine in Glasgow.. Miss you miss you!!

I need a getaway!

2010-06-12T10:51:00.003+08:00

I had a very relaxing/stress week.. You must be wondering if I'm relax, why will I be stress? Well, I'm relax because I didn't even started my assignments yet and stress because of that. I don't know why but having nightmares almost every time I sleep which caused me to have sleepless night..

Last Tuesday, I went to airport to send Woon off.. I do not like airports that much because the moments of bidding goodbyes is unbearable. Yeah, it makes people wants to cry.. T.T I went to the airport with the boyf. I had some catch ups with Woon's bro, Jun Hor.. Hahahaha.. We were all grown ups already.. Time flies really really fast.. I have hard time watching her leave because it really makes me want to cry.. But I guess it is even harder for her parents and Tian Long to watch her leave.. We will meet again one year later.. I will be here waiting.. Lol. And I hope she can adapt with the environment real soon..

I often wonder what will it be when it's my turn to leave? Haha.. I even ask my boyf silly question such as, If I left, will you miss me? I know, childish side of me.. Done with sending off and airports... Classes makes me very tired.. It is mainly because of the time.. Finish class late or start class early.. You name it.. Gosh.. And assignments are pilling up.. Someone pls slap me so that I can be awake b4 the due date.. I need a holiday!! I want to get away from college..

Bye Bye

2010-06-05T17:59:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna officially bid Diploma goodbye.. After the convocation, I'm done with Diploma.. As I'm entering the next stage which is Advance Diploma, I find it very hard to cope. I blame it all on Tarc's management which left us student feeling hectic. I think by next week, I will be adapting with it as assignments starts kicking in. Hopefully, the four of us can pull it thru. I'm really glad that I've finally made my family proud by graduating with a merit. I was utterly happy when my brother is so happy for me when I deliver the news. I really hope he can make it to my convo. It means a lot to me. Really.

Another goodbye is to my bestie/childhood friend Woon Sze Jing as she will be leaving to UK on the 8th of June.. I'm so gonna miss her because she is always there to help me when I"m down and of course update me with her life.. We've been friends for so many years already.. Now that we will be apart for 1 year, I will definitely miss her like hell. And, for Tian Long that will be leaving on the 25th of June, I still not sure whether I can make it to airport or not. But I will still miss his silly jokes and him making fun of me.. Also, he is there to help me when I'm having problems. 1 year! We will meet again one year later..

I went out with Woon, Tian Long, Tyng, Lay Ling, Hui Tat, Irvin, Wen Hsien, Michelle and Ling's cousin to Pandamaran for dinner. We had a long catch up and fun chatting. I wonder when we will have this kind of outing again because the organizer is leaving to overseas. Hmmph.. Tyng will be leaving to Aussie soon.. Everyone is leaving now.. I will miss all of them..

I'm already get used to staying with my Yogurt baby.. In fact, I like staying with her because she is the one taking care of me.. Lol.. Staying with her is fun because we will talk everynight b4 sleep..I love chatting with my bestie.. hehe...

Recently, I bought my precious iPhone a new cover.. It is a chio red colour.. Lolz.. Soon, my property will all turned red.. Lol.. Call me crazee but I love red.. Red means passion and coolness.. Hahahahah.. I think I should pick up a few skills of make up.. Sis been complaining that I've been relying on her so much..

What a long long day!

2010-06-02T01:17:00.003+08:00

Hey people! I've been thru the most tiring day in this week.. (I know this week is not over yet) I wake up early in the morning at 9am to attend class.. I was late for 20 mins.. Oops.. I did last minute laundry b4 going out which cause me to be late. Class was boring as usual and I couldn't really concentrate.. So, I was relieved when the class is finally over. I waited for Wan Huey for quite long and the weather is so hot.. Finally... She came.. Yogurt and I hopped into her car and we went for lunch in Genting Klang. After that, I went to plenty of bridal houses with Wan Huey to try her luck to look for jobs. I love going to bridal houses to have a look at their clothes and environment. One of them even showed video.. Pretty interesting but I think the video is kinda funny.. Lol.. When we finally finished and wanted to go back, rain started to pour with strong wind and thunder.. Scary le!! And we were soaking wet when we get into the car. Cool! But when we were back in GK, the weather is just nice.. Apa ini? Ish!!

We went to TBR to print some forms and then find Erika. I couldn't eat with them because my boyf called me last minute and asked me to go Low Yat with him.. Yeah, getting a new 'baju' for my iPhone baby.. Pretty sharp red.. Like it so much.. Thank you Chip Chip.. Then, we went to Midvalley to have dinner and did some transactions.. Rushing here and there is tiring.. BUt I felt pampered after such a long time being neglected.. Lol.. Not blaming the boyf but it's been very very long since we spent some quality time alone. Love you baby!! Our next stop is his house coz he needs to print something.. After that, we went to Puchong because he needs to hand something to his client.. And finally, back to GK.. Phew!! What a long day!!

I wonder when will be the next time we spent time alone again.. *finger crossed* I really miss hanging out with you..

Mad shopping day with sis and her friend.

2010-05-29T12:32:00.005+08:00

Crazee okie.. I've shopped from 10am til 7pm.. Call me mad or what.. For those who knows me, they will think that something is wrong with me. Because I'm not a shopping kind of person.. But this is exception because it's been so long since I last shop with sis plus she is kind enough to pay for me.. *evil laugh* I shopped the whole One U, Ikea and Ikano.. And I only manage to grab a top from Forever 21.. Ish ish.. I wanted to buy short pants from Padini but the cutting is so weird when I wear it.. There goes my short.. I didn't buy it...

For you information, I moved in with YOGURT already!! So, I don't have a cupboard/wardrobe.. Lol.. I didn't want to buy a new cupboard because 2 years later, I will have to move back with no extra place for the cupboard. I custom made my own cupboard lo.. Lolz.. I don't know how to explain.. Will post up pictures of it when I finished fixing it..

My legs are still sore from yesterday's shopping!! Gosh! I finally met my sis de friend, Darick and he is mad funny.. A very tall guy but looks older than he is supposed to be.. Something happened before he came and we all laugh like mad.. *inside jokes*

We actually plan to take those Sticker photo but our tired looks is not good enough for it. So we skipped.. But I did took some pictures with camera..

Me!!

With sis..

Releasing stress..

2010-05-25T22:10:00.004+08:00

Oh my gosh, I've been exposed to mess recently.. First, my result is still pending although class is due to start. Ok, now, the result is released, my offer letter is still pending, my class is a mess because they divided the whole DBC into 2 classes.. Great! Followed by assignments which required grouping and gosh, we cannot even log into the CEL to get the information. Nice! Thank you SSSH for being such a mess and making my life so fucking miserable.

These few days, I've been thinking about a lot of possibility. A lot of what if? What if I stayed? What if I did not make that decision? What if that incident did not happened? Will everything will be the same? I really wonder? It's like thinking about millions of possibility..

I just have to stop myself from thinking. So, I spend my time going out and talking to my friends. I went to International Beauty Expo to have a look. Nothing special. I bought one Korean Beauty Square's BB cream for RM59.. At least buying something makes me happy.. I wanted to shop so badly.. Can anyone sponsor me? Sigh!

I've been living in heaven..

2010-05-22T10:57:00.003+08:00

So, I've been in KL this week although the result is still pending.. I got no place to stay at the moment but the kind Yogurt baby let me stay with her..*smiles* So, I crashed her place on Monday morning.. It was weird to be back to college seeing less people in the class. I've been nervous like hell because of the result. What if I failed? How am I supposed to split it out to my family? But I had fun this week which my gang of friend.

Monday, I went back and attend classes. After class, I meet up with Wan Huey baby and we went to McD with Derek and Yogurt baby. Yogurt need to go for interview so she left. The 3 of us lepak in McD and then we went to Wangsa Walk Mall. Initially, we wanted to watch Robinhood but showing time is too late. We walk around the mall aimlessly and finally settle down in Feeling Cafe to play pool. We left around 7 something. I went out with Jerry after that..

Tuesday, I went to college but the class ended after half an hour.. My god.. Wasted my time only.. Gosh! I took bus and went back. I had breakfast with Yogurt baby and Derek. Meet up with Wan Huey baby, Louis baby, Cindy, Erika and Meko in Pizza Hut.. WE had fun catching up and meeting each other. Gosh, I was tired by the end of the day.

Wednesday, we don't have class so we plan some outing. We went to Taman Pertanian in Shah Alam.. It was fun and very tiring at the same time. I got lots of mosquito bite.. But overall, it was really fun.. Now, I'm still suffering the aftermath.. LOlz.. We had lunch in Kim Gary, Sunway Pyramid. It was really fun because Yogurt is telling us about her part time job. It was hilarious. Now, I realize, there are lots of weird people in this world. We went back after that and we were dead tired by the time we reach home. Shower and all but still couldn't sleep.. So, Yogurt and I talk and talk until midnight.. LOlz..

Thursday, RESULT DAY. I couldn't sleep well because I was nervous like hell. I woke up around 9am. I know the result is still pending but I just couldn't sleep. Sitting down with my lappie and refresh every half and hour.. Finally, around 9.50am, I log in again thinking it will still pending. Poof, my result is out already. I PASSED.. Luckily and I scream like mad. It was Yogurt's turn to check and she PASSED too.. Both of us screaming like mad and jumping around.. Derek also PASSED and so he joined the mad group screaming also.. LOLZ. We have new B5 rules.. It was funny.. (inside joke) Around noon, Wan Huey, Erika, Yogurt and I went to Times Square for Shrek.. Meet up with Meko in Station 1 after that. Had dinner and balik.. Happy for the whole day.. lolz.. Overall, all b5 member and non permanent member graduate..

Friday, I skipped class coz it is freaking 8 am class.. Still being happy.. I went to college to ask about offer letter and hostel stuff.. I can only move in in June and it is freaking RM826 for one semester.. Yeah, price increased already.. Now, Yogurt baby offer to let me move in with her.. I'm still considering.. But I really had fun staying with her this week.. Thank you baby for letting me to crash in. So, now I'm still homeless in KL.. Lolz.. I'm in the same class as my babies.. So I'm very happy!! Hahahaha... Yogurt and I went to lunch with Wan Huey and Erika.. Fun fun.. And I'm back to Klang around 5 something.. Here I am, home sweet home.. I chatted with my brother yesterday. I told him that i graduated and he is so happy for me.. I feel happy too because he is being supportive all these while. All my family members is being supportive and I'm very happy to have them.. *loves* My brother said he will arrange time to come back for my convo.. Double happiness!! I'm happy that I finally did something to make my family proud.. And of coz my boyf too.. I make him promise to come to my convo no matter what.. Hahahaha..

I got my reasons for being MIA..

2010-05-10T16:13:00.013+08:00

Hello, I know i've been MIA again but I can explain. I suffered from low blood pressure few days ago due to lack of sufficient sleep. I wake up in the morning feeling extremely dizzy and I couldn't walk straight.. (imagine that) I brushed my teeth using the longest time because I have the urge to vomit.. Finally, brushed my teeth and rushed into my bedroom and lie down. How I know I suffered from low blood pressure? My dad has this machine to test out blood pressure so I went and test it since my aunt is testing it. I got myself a 98/68 for blood pressure and 117 pulse per minute which is utterly abnormal. Dad jokingly asked me if I was scared by something that caused my pulse to be so fast. I remembered I was scared by a video in Facebook few days back. Ah, I swear not to simply open any video again..

Anyway, back to my Penang trip.

We woke up pretty late the second day and get ourselves ready to check out. We went to brunch in a coffee shop which sell superbly yummy asam laksa.. We intend to buy the cendol but the uncle said we cannot bring in the cendol and will charge us 5o cents per bowl. Ok, we will have the cendol after brunch. We ordered kekwa and he charged us RM1.40 percup. (Voon Liang and I thinks he purposely extra charged us.) Poor Yogurt and Ruoh Wen had the worst curry noodle ever.. We enjoyed our cendol after that and went to Chew Jetty.. We met Tiffany, Kit Mang, Pei Xuan, Wei Ying, Janyce and Jing Fong when we were walking back to our car.. What a small small world.A place that is used for filming in Ice Kacang Puppy Love. Cute place indeed because there are different jetty with different surname.. I saw Lim Jetty, Lee Jetty, Mix surname Jetty and etc. After that, we went to another place check in. After a hot day outside, staying in the aircon apartment is nice. But our plan doesn't stop here. We went to the beach in Hard Rock Hotel.. We had lots of fun playing kites and water.. We also had a very yummylicious dinner in Pizzeria in Hard Rock Hotel. Thanks to Mintz and Voon Liang for the recommendation. At night, we went to Gurney Drive despite being very tired for the water war earlier. I had rojak and become very full. Gosh, I have been eating all day. We went back and stayed up until 3am in the morning. The last day was spend with brunch and then buy souvenir and start our journey back to KL.. We dropped by Bidor and Erika's granfather treat us dinner. The journey back to KL is very tiring but fun at the same time. Yogurt, Voon Liang and I were in the same car and we talks about lots of things.. What a fun trip we had... I had some pictures from Mintz.. Wan Huey too slow d.. Muahahaha..

The three of us in Pizzeria

Muar Chi in Chew Jetty (yummy :P)
Posing in Chew Jetty
Wen, Ling and Mintz
We enjoying our cendol while Wan Huey enjoys taking photo
Posing with the kite.. In Queensbay
Lok Lok for dinner..
This is us in the hotel room..

Reasons of my absence

2010-05-05T20:39:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the long absence.. I've been to Penang with a bunch of Hotel Management friends and Broadcast Buddies.. My journey started off on Friday around 8pm.. I departed from home and I thought the traffic will be smooth.. To my horror, I stuck in jam in Klang itself and then stuck in another jam in PJ area.. Luckily my bus ride only depart on 11.59pm. I reached Chip Chip's house around 9pm and straight went to Yogurt baby's house to fetch her. We then went to Fairos for dinner/supper and I met Kui Cheng there.. Gosh, I miss him so much.. We had fun chatting and in the meantime, we are waiting for Wan Huey they all to come and pick up our luggage.. Lolz.. Around 11.00pm, we went to the bus station and waited.. The bus damm punctual lo coz he really starts the journey sharp at 11.59pm.. I didn't sleep well because I need a comfy bed to sleep on. And Wan Huey called quite often to check on our location. She is worried that we will ended up in Thailand.. Lolz.. I called Voon Liang and asked if he can fetch us and he said can.. Voila.. Transportation settled.. We reach Penang approximately 4.30am.. Voon Liang is still in his house so we have to wait for him.. While waiting, Yogurt and I chatted about lots of things.. Suddenly, there were this girl who is so muscular and tall walks towards us.. We were kinda freaked out but luckily, she just asked for time. Voon Liang came with Pui Min in a while (erm, actually quite long la) and fetched us back to their house.. The kind Pui Min let Yogurt and I sleep in her room while waiting for Wan Huey they all to arrive. I sleep til almost 9am then suddely wake up. I called Erika and Wan Huey but no one picked up. Mana tahu, they all sleeping at Voon Liang's house.. Lolz. Since nothing I can do, I continued to sleep.. Suddenly, Wan Huey, Erika and Ruoh Wen rushed into our room.. Then we decided to leave and went for breakfast. After breakfast, we checked into Cititel and we all are too tired so we chill in room and eventually, everyone fall asleep except Yogurt coz she went and shower.. When she finished, no place for her to sleep d.. Hahahaha... Voon Liang and Mintz suggested that we go Kek Lok Si at night because it will be beautiful with lights on. But, they only open at nights during CNY.. So no luck.. We had lok lok for dinner and then went to Queensbay to play kite.. It was so so fun!! We took a lot of pictures.. We went back to hotel and they decided to drink.. I just drank one cup and then go to bed because I'm very tired.. Anyway, part 2 will be continue in next entry..

People nowadays..

2010-04-30T00:13:00.003+08:00

Today, I went to Jusco with sis. On the way, there were this kancil whom come across our lane. Sis of coz panicked and she didn't horn that car yet. This guy who sits in the passenger sit behind stare at me. I, of course stared back. He flash me his MIDDLE FINGER!! WTF!!! Instantly, I flashed back my MIDDLE FINGER and scold out FUCK YOU!! My sis didn't see him flashing his middle finger so she yelled at me. I said to sis innocently, he flash me his middle finger 1st.. :p Damm rude k.. Stupid lala zai!! His fault somemore scold me.. Bodoh-nyer!!

A promise is a promise

2010-04-29T09:22:00.003+08:00

I promised to write a proper post and now here I am, writing it. Lolz. Sorry, it's been almost a week and I'm actually very busy to do so. I was away from home on Tuesday because I went back to hostel to pack and check out.. Say bye bye to hostel for now. And my stuff is piling up like a small mountain. I got tons of books, shoes,clothes and etc. I choose a very wrong timing to check out because they were ppl washing the block and it caused the main area outside my room to flood. And I have to pay RM5 for the waste paper basket which I also tak tahu why it lost. Fine, pay it to avoid any problems. On another note, I get to claim the RM58 from Celcom.. Thanks Mei Quin, I got extra cash.. Lolz.. I went to Pavilion with my buddies, Wan Huey and Yogurt. We plan to catch a movie but nothing suits our time so we gave up. All 3 of us ended up in Carl's Junior for lunch and Times bookstores to kill time. I went to Connaught around evening to pack dinner home and some snacks for my brother and sister. The weather is kinda hot yesterday and lucky there weren't many people that time. I came home like a dead fish and dozed off as soon as I lie on the bed.

I went to J-card day in Alpha Angle last Thursday. There sales is crazy and I didn't plan to buy anything so basically I was there to being step on, pushed and etc. I'm always the unlucky one because the crazee AUNTIE love to step on my foot and pushed me around. That is also a reason why I hate going to the crowded place. We met Ms Kik and Ms Chitra there. Ms Kik too, being afraid of the crazee sales and people.. Lolz.. ANyway, Wayne came back to Setapak that day and gawd, she really does slim down.. Should give her a clap.. *clap clap*

My after exam days is crazy. Right after exam, 16 of us went to Midvalley to watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love, a Malaysia production but very worth to watch. I find the storyline simple and nice and the character is funny too.. B5 went back right after the movie because we were too tired to shop. Wan Huey and I spend the next 2 hours in college library with RuiXanne.. I got myself 2 books to borrow.. It's been so long since I last read a book. I enjoyed reading book.. Recently, I found out from Lvbeii about an online bookstore where you can get the book cheaper. I almost bought 1 yesterday but then think properly, I should just wait for another one to be release so I cancel. That lady is kind enough to remind me that it will not be an cheaper compared to retail. I love the honesty so I will definitely buy from her again. If you want to have a look, it's HERE..

Basically my days spend at home is just watching drama only.. Last Saturday, Wan Huey and Erika dropped by Klang to pay me a visit.. Lovely! Although they are not here very long, still happy to meet them.. I miss them so much.. Of course I miss them, we meet everyday when we were still studying.. I drive them around with daddy's manual car. I'm kinda scared to drive at first because I didn't drive manual car for a very long period. Luckily, I still manage to drive the manual car.. I'm happy..

Sunday, I went to Greenbox with Woon, Hee Boon, Ren Quan, Ai Theng and her son, Xian Xian.. It's in the morning so I couldn't sing well.. The voice wouldn't come out. Lolz.. But I have lots of fun with them.. Xian XIan is so cute.. He was so shy at first but then become friendly later.. He would let me hold

Recently, I've too free and been thinking alot.. About my past.. How it turned out to be like this. My studies, relationship, family and friendship. I miss my past.. A lot.. I miss hanging out with Pink, my A level friend, high school and things happens that time. Although there are some ups and downs, I still miss the fact that I'm being pampered. I'm not saying that I'm not being pampered now, I'm still very much pampered by the boyf and friends.. I just miss my past.. I should have let go.. And I think time will help me too..

Remember Me?

Labor? NOT..

My baby girl

Happy Chinese New Year?

I'm free from exam.. *hopefully*

The last day of the year

Don't mess with me

One month anniversary

1.11.11

Partly cloudy

Multitasking

No time no time..

Gloomy days

Hooked

3 weeks holiday

Love is in the air

Oops

His birthday and Our Anniversary

MIA

China trip.. Finally

My apologies

We are okay now

I'm still alive.. LOL

I'm BACK!!

Loving all of you

You make me smile once again

Weekends with the love one, ASSIGNMENTS

The oh- not- so- stressful week

The life of a student

Valentine's Day 2011

The end of 1 month holiday

Happy Chinese New Year, peeps..

Where is my CNY mood?

The crazy and happy day

The ugliness of discount

Memories..

Just another LAME post

Getting high..

Beautiful Saturday

Day 3 of exam.

First day in exam..

Exam is just around the corner

Happy New Year

How do I live without you?

Sad Christmas

Ugly truth

It's time to wake up

What does rainbow means to you

Me.. the usual one~

I need time machine!

Hello everyone

Coincident of the day..

:)

bla bla bla

RM297..

Dear Diary

Say cheeeeeeeeeeeeeese

Who can help me?

First encounter with contact lens.

Lucky day in Ikea

Where is my sunshine?

Love at first sight

PMS

A little about my life..

Survived week 1

Crazy timetable

Holiday.. byebye

The happy me..

I hate holiday now.. just this moment

Mixed feelings

What a lazy bum I am

Shelter of my life

The day we reunited again..

Freedom that I've been longing for..

I'm going CRAZEE soon

Get over with it

The week of hell..

Jennifer aka Chen chen in the house..

My Love Story

One week full holiday..

I'm free from exam.. hopefully